Patience, hyung || Minsung

~15~

-Chapter starts with Changlix, then switches to Hyunjin that will lead into a Seungjin chapter next update!-

-Long chapter ahead!-

The same day as the previous chapter

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"Pleeeaaase Lixxxx?" Hyunjin whines while holding onto the freckled boy's white long sleeve shirt.

"I really don't think it's a good idea Jinnie." Felix softly takes Hyunjin's hands off of his shirt and places them in Hyunjin's lap.

"Lix you know I can't go alone." Hyunjin pouts and tries his best at puppy dog eyes at his friend. Felix smiles brightly at Hyunjin's attempt at being cute which was in fact extremely adorable. The older boy's bottom lip was out and he was making a point to look into Felix's eyes while looking sad knowing he won't be able to say no.

"Ugh you're adorable Jinnie! Fine! But we are only going for a hour." Felix sighs, ultimately defeated but Hyunjin's adorableness.

"Thank you, Lix." Hyunjin embraces his friend in a warm hug.

Later that evening - 9:30pm

Felix was in his apartment cooking a meal with lots of carbs. (I am not good with food lmao so he's just making a pasta dish, I imagine it as Penne pasta with chicken or something heh)

He knew how his night would end up and he was not looking forward to it. He had thought of ways to get out it, but there was no logical way to avoid it. He reached out to a few friends in hopes any of them would be free tonight so maybe they could tag along with him and Hyunjin but that resulted in the feeling of defeat and regret in the pits of Felix's stomach. Regret to ever saying yes to Hyunjin's plan.

Sighing, Felix sets a timer for the chicken to cook and slowly walks to his living room to rest until his best friend shows up any minute.

Felix pulls his phone out of his pocket and unlocks it to start aimlessly scrolling to pass time. Nothing seemed to interest the boy tonight. His stomach was twisting and turning and there was a gut feeling that something not so pleasant might happen tonight.

Feeling frustrated and anxious, Felix throws his head back to look up at his living room ceiling which has green and blue glow in the darks stars littered all over it. He continues to feel that gut-wrenching feeling. It feels as if his stomach is completely empty and twisting itself into a knot. He sighs and starts to count the green stars as a distraction.

1.. 2.. 3.. 4.. 5.. 6.. 7.. 8.. 9.. 10..

Now, he counts the blue stars.

1.. 2.. 3.. 4.. 5..

-TW! Anxiety Attack-

He picks his head up and looks around his dimly lit living room. Feeling his heart rate start to pick up, Felix closes his eyes for a second, thinking back to his coping mechanisms he's learned. He doesn't usually have to put these mechanisms to action, but seeming how it does happen every so often, he's very glad for the research he has done on anxiety.

"5 things I can see" Felix whispers to himself as he feels his phone vibrate in his hand. He ignores it and continues looking around the room.

"Couch"

"Table"

"Window"

"Books"

"Phone"

Felix feels his phone vibrate in his hand again but this time it keeps going. Someone is calling him. Felix groans and turns his phone over in his hands to see the screen and stops breathing for a second realizing who is calling him.