MAY CONTAINS DARK CONTENT, OFFENSIVE HUMOR
❝ "IF" AND "LIE" ARE INFRONT OF MY LIFE, WHENEVER I GO, I ASK "WHAT IF" I WISH I COULD LIVE IN REALITY WITH NO REGRETS. I FEEL LIKE AN IDIOT FOR SAYING THAT. ❞
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LOOKING at the sun going, gave me like a nostalgic feeling, I wasn't sure why though. Watching the sun going down, That means the day's gonna end, and so on. It all repeats in a never-ending cycle, and well, i'm not sure if that's good or bad. I try seeing the good in things, but that's just me forcing it. Almost reminds me of a friend I used to have a while back. I remember a time that I was finding something to say,
' Quick question, how is it that you always manage to be positive? ' I asked all innocently despite everything I was going through.
' Well, I just kinda do. I try finding the right side of things, and if there isn't, then you make one. '
I felt almost inspired, like I had gained new knowledge. I did gain knowledge, but it was a nice feeling. I was only a kid, a 10 year old wanting to die and disappear. It almost feels like it was months rather than years ago. I was at least able to cherish the moments, and I wouldn't be if it wasn't for him.
Talking about people, mortals are honestly a huge mystery to me, even if I am one myself. The human mind is also a wonder too.
I'd think Violence was the answer to everything, Now i'm here as someone who does their best at understanding both sides and solving whatever Problem.
Even if I get mad at someone, I don't hurt them anymore. I sometimes even look back and wonder why I was or thought like that. Even so, I've changed lots over the years, that includes maturing faster than I was supposed to. I was robbed of my childhood too, yet it seems to be a simple thing.
I yearned and desperately tried to get my parents' approval just so I could be "happy". I thought making them proud would make them and I happy, like a win-win.
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