Journal 1

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   Well, Another shitty day school. No friends, nothing special. I hate my life I wish I could just run away, Hide. Die. It may sound outrageous but you would understand if you were in my place I just wish it would all go away, disappear. I just hate being like this, miserable, dead inside. It all started last year, I tried out for this a capella group they said I sucked, Then my dad got arrested, the day after I tried out I might add, but nobody cared. Then later I had a new friend, Aimee. Turns out she was only out to get the guy she knew I liked, She got him alright. I was possibly the most unloved person ever, my mother didn't care what I did, I was a rebel. I got detention on a regular basis, cut myself, and did drugs. I thought it was all okay until one day, My mother finally started caring, sent me to rehab, did it fix my problems? No it didn't. Not one bit. Well she never knew who I really was, She didn't know it hurt not having anyone. She didn't know who I used to be or let alone, who I am now...

                                                                                            Until Next Time,

                                                                                                                        Elizabeth Howard

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