Journal 3

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Journal #3

I have given up on the date, I won't put it up there anymore, it reminds me of how many days I have suffered and approximately how many days I have left. The average female human lives 80.8 years in our glorious U.S. of A. If my birthday is 5/30 that means that I have almost 65 years, 776 months, 3104 weeks, and an estimate of 21,728 days left of suffering. That is if I die a natural death, which I don't plan on doing. It is only a matter of days till I will no longer be on this dump planet.  Not amazing, not worthless, not fun, not boring, not dull, not vivid, not happy, not sad... Confusion has over come me... I can't anymore.... Help me out of this suffocation please...

                                                                                      Sincerely,

                                                                                                        Elizabeth Howard

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