Closing my eyes for ever

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In January 27, nearly 1 month after we had moved, I gave up and couldn't take life anymore. I became very depressed and began cutting. I missed my friends and especially Jacob. Things weren't looking very good for me and Jacob. Jacob didn't really talk to me anymore and we were still dating. This long distance relationship thing wasn't really working out for us. But Jacob made things worked; at least one thing was working out. But seeing my mom sad and crying every night because of my dad made me sad. I hate seeing her that way. My sister later moved in with her boyfriend. She thought she was causing more problems for us. She stilled came to visit us and left us some money. My mom then had to look for a job. I had collected 100 dollars from having a secret job I had as a mattress cleaning house. My mom didn't know. She just thought I was at after school tutors. I gave up on life and decided to finally close my eyes for ever. I took some pills for sleeping; I took a hand full of pills and just lay in bed as I slowly became sleepy and closed my eyes for ever.

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