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☆ IRRATIONAL - CHAPTER ZERO ☆
"I think I'm gonna try for UA."
"Oh."
Niether of them had any plan for their futures before. It was like they were floating in space without having any idea where they were going. But at least they were floating together, the only comfort provided in the freezing vacuume being the hand of the other as they do they're best not to get separated.
It was silent for just a second before the next song starts playing, taking a moment to start up after the one before it faded out.
"I am not allowed to have feelings,
Feelings would complicate this.
I'm a stupid ugly stuttering asshole
There is no dignity in my anger""Like, hero course?"
"Yeah, kinda figured I should do something with myself. Might change my mind later though. Never know I guess."
"Mind if I cough in your ear all night?
Mind if I resent you for a year tonight?"The room smelled of pot and teenage BO. It was cold, the window was open to combat the smell of the weed.
Y/n turned his head a bit, looking up at the face of Cody, who's shoulder he was leaning on.
"I think I could get us somewhere better if I did."
It was almost a whisper.
"Don't put yourself on the line to get us somewhere better, do what will keep you safe. Please."
He wasn't looking at him
Being a hero was the dream of so many young children, but it was clear how dangerous the line of work is.
"If I can become a hero, I can take us somewhere better. Away from everything else. Think about all the money, man."
"It doesn't matter what I say
If you don't say anything in response
The final phrase of my last sentance
Hangs in the air, Sounding stupider and stupider
Why can't you at least laugh?
I tried so hard to find the right words
But it's a matter of timing, you only have so long
To capture the feeling before its gone""The money isn't as important as you."
Y/n knew he didn't need Cody's opproval. He just really really wanted it. Cody knew this too, that's why he didn't say no, he just said what he thinks.
The bed creaked a bit as Y/n trys to sit up from his position on Cody's shoulder. He was pushed back down to it by Cody, who then rested his head on his own.
They were sitting together leaning on the wall Y/ns bed was against. The whites of their eyes were a bit red, the cause obviously being the pipe and lighter on the windowsill.
"Just don't get hurt, dude."
"I wo-"
"And promise me we'll always be best freinds and do stuff like this. Even when you're busy with hero shit"
"..I promise."
"Two days ago was really bad
I couldn't get my head straight all day
And everything you said seemed to have an edge
You were disappointed and I didn't know why"They smiled at eachother a bit.
"You gotta pinky promise me."
They both lifted their pinkys, and hooked them together. They kissed their own thumbs and connected them above their pinkys.
"Pinky promise"
They dropped their hands.
"I love you, Cody"
"Love you, too, Y/n"
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IRRATIONAL ; Bnha
Fanfiction╰┈➤ Y/n never really planned on being a hero. For the sake of his mother and his best friend he makes the split decision to enroll at the highest ranked hero school in the nation. Along his path to becoming a hero Y/n experiences new beginnings and...