Isn't what I'm trying to do, I'll try something new.
I said I never told a lie, but I did when I told you that I was doin' just fine.
I don't know why but I thought I'd be dead by now.
I thought the money would do something for the sadness... But you were not in my plans.
I would quit but I can’t, I decided I’ma stay alive.
I been in a rut ducked off from the sun...
Lately, I'm deeper in the abyss than I've ever been
But anyway i'll keep my promise, but know that I'm still being honest...
I've given up I'm on giving up I found a reason to be hopes, and you made me beg for longing
It's just a matter of time
Until I rest my eyes, go to sleep, and never come out of it.
Better pay your attention to what I am about to say I'm eally I could give a fuck when anybody miss. But i also don't give a shit when someone get out of my life.
'Cause there were pages turned with the bridges burned'
Never goin' back to when nobody had my back.
I can’t depend on anyone else, there is no escape, no one is there
I tried not to be afraid, you said it’s bad for my health...
And I hope it’s not too late.
To love someone is a kind of suicide
I think you’re right, I think I’m losing my mind. Don't you worry.
