I'm sorry I lost you without trying
You would have expected me to fix things but I couldn't do anything to save you when I had no idea how to even save myself
I'm so sorry I lost you to selfishness and being naive
I still can't forgive myself I gave up on you without even trying
I hope you forgive me it was because I was lacking
I pray you stand by me as the wind and as the air I breathe
Rest on till I get to see you again
I lost you to saving myself and that's one guilt I'm gonna live with for the rest of my life
It's November 29 again
