Soul Ties | Cblu

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Ashley Sheref.

It's been 2 weeks since that party and I haven't been out my room. I feel what happened that night was my fought, I should've listened to Bluu and stayed home.

I should've never took a drank that wasn't from them, I should've atleast stood by the door and waited for them to come out.

Dougie come and sit by my door every night and just talk about anything. He say if something happened at the party he's sorry he wasn't there to help me out. And he also told me he missed my smile and me hiding behind him when I'm shy and scared of people. I hide behind Dougie a lot, I feel he's like another safe place for me.

Kay come to my door some days too and say how he wish I'll come out talk to them. He said even though we only met 2 weeks ago he's become attached to me as a sister. He say my smile lights up a whole room and lighten others mood even when their feeling down.

Setty came to my door and told me he missed my cooking. And he wish I came out and cooked a good meal for him. He also said he'll love to watch Legacies with me again. That's me and Setty show.

Bluu came to my door maybe 3 times and said he's sorry if I felt anyway about the girl sitting on his lap. And also he missed sleeping in the same bed with me. He says he feel safe around me and I don't judge so he know he can tell me anything, and that he misses us.

I haven't ate since the party. I just slept and watched Tv and then cried my eyes out and then got in the shower. That has been my schedule this week. I don't hear the boys down stairs so I'm assuming their gone.

I got out my bed and slid on my crocs, I had some jogger and a hoodie with my bonnet on my head. I walked out my room and looked in all the rooms and no one was in there. Then I walked downstairs and checked to see if anyone was in there. No one was in the house so I smiled and walked to the kitchen.

I tried to reach the noodles but I couldn't because Dougie always putting stuff high like I can reach everything he can reach. I grabbed a chair and got a pack of noodles and then put the chair back and put my noodles in a bowl, I frowned because me, Kay and Bluu always made noodles together and we'd sing a song while we make the noodles.

I miss them not gone lie. I sighed and put water in my bowl and put it in the microwave. I put the microwave on 6 minutes and waited then got on my phone for it to finish.

Just as the microwave finished the boys came into the house. I heard them walk in but no one said anything which is unusual. I tried to open the microwave quietly so they wouldn't notice and I could sneak upstairs before they saw me.

"ASHLEY!!" I heard before I was tackled into a hug with a lot of weight on me. I smiled because I missed them I couldn't lie, I didn't think they'll miss me at all.

"Okay yall gone suffocate me." I said while laughing and then they got up and Bluu helped me up. They all had puffy red eyes like they been crying.

"Oh my gawd what happened to y'all?" I asked while checking out their face.

"They been crying because you wouldn't come out your room and Setty had a idea that you were dead." Dougie said while chuckling.

"First of all do not say they because we all was crying mostly Bluu and Dougie." Kay said while mugging Dougie.

"Nobody was crying more than Bluu." Setty said while laughing and turning to Bluu who looked like he didn't sleep for months and been crying for years. He even lost weight.

"Aww my baby you look terrible." I said while hugging him and he hugged me back tight.

"Aww this is like a reunion I love it and all but where's the food." Setty said while looking around the kitchen.

"There is no food, I didn't cook." I said pulling out of me and Bluu hug and they all sucked they teeth. I went over to the microwave and put my seasoning in the noodles and mixed it.

Bluu came over to me and I'm guessing he wanted some of my food. I fed him some and then I ate the rest. Just as I was about to go back upstairs "Uhn Uhn get back down here." Dougie said while pointing at the couch.

I rolled my eyes and sat on the couch by Bluu. "What happened at that party." Bluu asked while looking at me.

"Nothing why?" I asked while fiddling with my hands.

"Because you was in good spirits now when we get back to the house after the party you go on your room and never come out?? Be fucking for real something happened." Dougie said while shrugging his shoulders.

"Nothing happened okay." I said while putting my head down.

"You lying a liar can tell another one from a mile away." Setty said while squinting his eyes at me making me chuckle lowly.

"I should've listened to y'all." I said lowly while looking at my hands.

"Whatchu mean?" Kay asked.

"I took a drink from this boy." I whispered lowly but I know they heard me cause they some ear hustlers.

"We told you not to why would you do it?" Dougie asked while sitting up.

"I know but y'all wasn't with me anyways and I thought maybe one drink won't hurt me." I said while shrugging.

"That nigga drugged you didn't he?" Bluu asked while clenching his jaw. A tear slipped my eye but I quickly wiped it away

"Yes....and I should've been more responsible." I said as my voice cracked.

"He just drugged you right?" Setty asked while raising his eyebrow.

I shook my head no and Dougie sighed.

"We should've watched you." Kay said lowly.

"Its okay, what he did to me... it's over now." I said and Dougie eyes widened, I didn't mean for it to come out that way but it did.

"What he did to you?" Dougie asked me.

"I was violated.... After he drugged me he asked if I wanted to go upstairs and I agreed cause he didn't look like the type of person to do anything but I was wrong." I said while more tears formed.

"And why didn't you tell us?" Bluu said as he started yelling.

"Because Dougie was going to act crazy and I was scared and y'all looked like y'all was having the time of y'all life." I said more tears came out my eyes.

"So who the fuck was it?" Dougie asked as he raised his voice at me.

I kept quiet, because I'm not going to put Jayveon life on the line. I know your thinking like girl he raped you and all that but it's not worth him dying.

"Tell us who the fuck it was." Dougie yelled again making me jump, he never raised his voice at me so this is new.

"Y'all scaring her." Kay said and they all turned to Kay.

"We wouldn't be scaring her if she would just give us the fucking name." Bluu said and then they all turned back to face me.

"Im not going to tell y'all because Dougie is going to kill him and it's not worth losing his life." I said while lifting my head up to look at all of them.

"Fine imma just have my homie give me everybody name who was at that party and imma shoot every nigga." Dougie said while shrugging.

"That's sound good to me." Setty said while shrugging too and Kay and Bluu shook their head agreeing with them.

"It was Jayveon." I said fast but of course they're ear hustlers and can hear good.

"Bruh Word 2 I always knew that nigga was weird." Kay said while jumping up and then Dougie grabbed his phone and started texting on it.

"Aye we finna be back." Bluu said and with that they just walked out the house and left me there.

I walked into my room and closed my door while I cried.

My body is still sore and I feel so sick so to my stomach, I started getting nauseous and everything went blurry and then it turned black.

I'm starting to love dis book🫶🏾🤍
But anyways I feel bad for Ashley😕😕