I arrived at the recording set I was sore, sad and almost collapsed of course I would not allow them to know and my actress gifts had to serve me something, having culminated with the film recording, we had planned to go out to have fun and celebrate for the success of the project.
I went to my dressing room to refresh myself, touch up my makeup and stabilize all those feelings that I had inside, when I entered there he was standing on his back looking at the mirror, he immediately felt me arrive and turned towards me, only having seen him there on my back broke my soul, when I saw his eyes my heart fell apart and I could not prevent a tear from rolling
-Kajol, is there something wrong with you?
-No, it's nothing Shahrukh, I'm fine.
- Hey, you don't lie to me, something happens to you *remove the hair from my face delicately with his hand*, tell me you can trust me I'm your friend.
-I just miss my dad, it's just that.
-Kajol, don't try to deceive me.
Why do you say that?
- I went to look for you this afternoon, your dad let me follow, he said you were upstairs and when I went up I saw you run to your room.
And what were you doing at my house? You didn't say you were going.
-I had to tell you something, but your mom already told me everything you don't have to hide it anymore *hugs me*, *I let go of her arms*
What do you want, Shahrukh? You are married *I cry inconsolably*
- *He squeezes me against his chest* I went to your house because I wanted to tell you that I can't get you out of my mind, your laughter, wherever I go I hear your laughter I think I'm falling in love with you.
- *My heart stopped for a moment* that you say Shahrukh you are married, with Gauri you love her.
-You say that because it should be like that, but it's not.
I don't understand you.
- Gauri is a wonderful woman, a great woman, I appreciate her very much. She has known how to put up with me. I thank God for that, but you don't know how I feel about you. It's different, when you're not there I think of you all day, I miss your voice every minute, your laughter, seeing those beautiful eyes, I
-*I withdraw from his chest and look him in the eyes* I don't intend to get involved with you, you are married, Gauri is pregnant as I would have the right to destroy that bond between you, I can't deny that the same thing happens to me and I always miss you and I want to be with you, laugh at your crazy things... But I can't *they start rolling tears on his cheeks and he turns around*
-*Handshake* Kajol ...
- Sharuhkh I have to forget you, get you out of my mind *he lets go of his hand and runs away*
"I felt soulless when you left, you left a void inside me that nothing can cover it"
Kajol went to the bathroom to calm down and returned to his dressing room, Sharuhkh was no longer there, he felt a relief of not having to return to the subject that had her so destroyed. He looked at her watch and noticed that it was lunch time. He decided to call his sister Tanisha to go to lunch with her and thus let off steam a little.
-Hello Tani, thank you for coming.
-Hey Kads, what's going on, I think you're sad.
-It's so obvious, I'm trying to hide it.
-It shows a lot, that you have... I already know Sharuhkh, right? I saw him talking to mom, I don't know the truth they were talking about but... It was tin.
- and what does Tani have to do with it.
-Let's see, Kads, I'm not stupid, I'm younger than you but not stupid, you drool over him, well, being your sister knowing you so much, I feel it very evident.
-*He covers his face with both hands* They didn't have lunch....
-What? What's going on?
Tanuja, his mother arrives at the place where they had lunch.
-Here it comes...
-Who Kajol are you crazy...
-Our mother, my dear... Did you tell him that we would be here?
-The least I thought was that he would follow me or that I know.
-Shut up, here he comes.
-Hello, Daughters...
-Hello mom.
-How are you, mom?
-Hmm Tanisha, wasn't it that you were going to your uncle Krishan?
-Mmm ha ... * he scratches his head * that's how it was, it's not like that....
- Kajol... You...
-Yes, mom, what's up?
What happened to you? Were you crying?
-Seriously, mom, I don't want to talk about it...
- You know you can trust me.
-Mom, you know everything, I have nothing more to say. I wouldn't even stand it. *Tanuja hugs Kajol, and caresses his hair*
- Don't worry daughter, everything will be fine, it's just your first love. Let it go, others will come.
- *Kajol cries heartbrokenly on his mother's shoulder* I love you
- I have loved you forever and I will love you forever.
"Never leave your family aside, since they are the only ones who will always be by your side when you really need it"
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RomanceKajol Devgan, within her deepest thoughts and feelings about how to survive every day with her heart away from him.