Revenge

Me and my mum have never gotton along. I was a mistake to her, and i always will be. My grades at school are shit and i can never make her happy, i try my fucking hardest but she just messes stuff up for me. What did i do...

9:50 pm :
Mum is fighting with dad again, I can hear the scearming from my bedroom. I never really knew why there fighting i heard them once though, something about bills? Mums not helping dad pay the bills and she's taking lots of money off dad's card. I only liked my dad, never my mum. She's treated me like dirt but on the other hand on my dad has been my hero. I'm always worried mum will do something to dad or the other way, but dad only shouts not hits, slaps, kicks or anything else he would never hurt anyone.

11:00 pm
I can't hear anything now. I think they've stopped. Im to afraid to check. Once i walked in on my mum and dad arguing, mum hit me with a glass bottle. She was drunk. Dad fixed it. But at the time i was only 5, my mums a bitch, always has been. Music is my medicine, it's the only cure. It's my therapy.

5:00 am
My alarm woke me up for school. I don't think anyones awake but me for now. I've done my hair and changed for school, combed my hair, fed Mr Nibbles, my hamster, my mum killed my other one, miss nova. I'm a cow. I look in the mirror everyday, im so fat and ugly..

12:30 pm
I'm in the bathroom right now, i didn't have enough credits to buy lunch. Nor any friends.
Im watching tiktok, i saw a really cute dog video it's so adorable. I really just want to go home, i hate Thursdays and Fridays i have gym class.
My dad picked me up from school.

1:50 pm
My mum is drunk again she said we're playing "hide and seek" but i know that when she finds me shes gonna hurt me like always.

4:20 pm
I have scratches and bruises all over my arms and my thighs. She found me. My dad came home, i telled him what mum did he said he couldn't do this anymore and gave mum divorce papers. My mum started beating me again saying it was all my fault. Im sorry.

6:00 pm
I got my drivers licence though the mail 3 minutes ago i was so happy. I locked my door just to be safe, mum could hurt me any time.
I don't care if anything happens to her.

8:00 pm
My mum was in a car crash today, i don't really care if she dies i actually hope she does, if she lives I'll be surprised that was a pretty hard hit i gave her.