Debu is sitting beside a sleeping vivaan caresing his head.His eyes were teary.
Debu's pov :
Vivaan tum nahi jante jitna tum tarap rahe hoon na mujhse milne ke liye utana hi main bhi tarap raha hoon tumse milne ke liye .Par kya karu kismat ke hatho majboor hoon.Mera bus chale toh main tumhare ankhon main ek asoo nahi ane deta.kabhi in dard aur dukh ko tere pass bhatkne nahi deta.He smiled sadly Socha tha tujhe woh sab kabhi sahne nahi donga jo maine saha hai .kabhi tera bachpan in zimmedaaree ke bhoj tale khone nahi donga jaise mera hua tha.Par afsoos main haar gaya.Har roj ye hi dua karta hoon ki koi chamtkar ho jaye aur main tere pass wapis aa jau par ab ye mubkin nahi chote.Har paal main bhi toota hoon jab tu toota hai..tears escape from his eyes.jab maa mujhe yaad karke roti hai... jab kushi aur ananya mere photo asu bhari nazro se dekhte hai par main kuch nahi kar pata .Main majboor hoon mere niyati main tum sab se door jana hi likha hai vivaan .I am sorry tujhe itna takliff dene ke liye .Sadly looking at vivaan he said ...Sorry tujhe ise darda se na bacha pane ke liye ...Sorry har paal tere asoo ka karan bane ke liye.Tears were continously flowing from his eyes.Hamara sath itna hi tha chote.Kash main wakt main peche jaa kar sab kuch badal sakata .Kash maine us din josh se nahi hosh se kam liya hota .Toh aaj shayad main tere pass hota .Ya kash shayad tu mujhe bhul jata hamesha ke liye toh tujhe itna dard nahi hota .Ise dukh se tu nahi guzarta.He smiled sadly .Wakt ka khel dekh na vivaan jis vivaan ke ankhon main asoo main bardash nahi kar sakta tha aaj main use vivaan ke dard ka karan ban gaya hoon .
Sahi khate hai log wakt maha balwan hota hai.Their was a slience for somtime then he smiled thinking something and said.Sach kahu na vivaan tu jab ray ne tujhse kaha ki aaj se woh tera bhai hai aur tu uske gale lag gaya tab mujhe thora jealousy hua ya yu kahu ki jealousy nahi hua dukh hua ki tune mere jagah kisi aur ko itna jaldi de diya.Par aaj teri bate sunke mera woh dukh hamesha ke liye chala gaya ab agar tune kisi aur ko bhai maan bhi liya toh bhi mujhe dukh nahi hoga kyuki mere vivaan ke dil main meri jagah koi ray ya koi aur nahi le sakta.Par ab lagta kash tu mujhe bhul jata meri jagah sach main kisi aur ko de deta kam se kam tujhe dukhi nahi dekhana padta.Teri khushi hi mere liye sab kuch hai vivaan ....After sometime he felt that his power to touch vivaan is going.He smiled sadly and hugged vivaan close to his heart for the last time .And he closed his eyes allowing tear to escape his eyes feeling vivaan presence.Dev felt like he got everything after hugging vivaan .He thanked god for allowing him to touch vivaan even if it was for sometime.And vivaan as if felt his bhaiya's presence smiled in his sleep.After sometime he looked at vivaan again and saw him smiling this brought a smile on debu's face .He felt peace .After so long he saw vivaan smiling without any tension.Even though it is in his sleep.
But at the same time he felt sad this is the last time he is hugging vivaan .
I am sorry vivaan sorry ise mission ke baad main tumse kabhi nahi milunga .He layed vivaan on the bed and kissed his head .As tear escape his eyes.Goodbye vivaan he said with tears .And slowly he lost the ability to touch vivaan .And he again turned into a spirit.Who cannot touch anyone .He smiled and continue to stare vivaan happy atleast he is able to see him .But sad that after few days he will not be able to see vivaan .And as vivaan felt the absence of his brother's touch again a frown came on his face .Debu thought seeing him frown : Dua karta hoon tu mujhe bhul jaye hamesha ke liye aur apne zindagi main kush rahe.Dua karta hoon ki sab mujhe bhul jaye jise sab khush rahe .
Only if he knew no one can replace or make vivaan forget him.Because debu is irreplaceable in vivaan's life .No one can replace him in his family's life as well.
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Sorry for late and short update but i wrote whatever i could imagine to amke it little emotional and touchy .
Plz Ignore my mistakes.
