Always Yours

Chapter 1 08/05/14

08/05/14

"Falling hurts, that is why falling in love is so painful"

My dear Ernest,

Today I am starting to write this letters to you as my own diary of our relationship. I am starting today because I realized that I have a crush on you. To be more accurate, I am falling in love with you. While I was reading today the book you gave me, I found myself thinking about those deep eyes you have. I know you think they are really ordinary, but for me they are just amazing. Your curly lashes framing those smart stars that stare at me.

However, it was not the only signal I received. Before seeing you, I started to get nervous, thinking if I was beautiful enough to be you. Every time you talked to me, words couldn't get out of my mouth; your laugh was music to my ears. Whenever you touched me, I blushed uncontrollably. Being around you started to cause me struggle even while breathing, it was like being a fan girl meeting her idol.

And even though everything of this happened to me, it was not clear to me until I saw you talking with Camila on her birthday, two weeks ago. That day I was counting the minutes until I could find you in the hallway to talk about that knew book you received from your sister a month ago. When I finally saw you, you were with her. You were laughing at something she said. It made me sick, I felt in a way I have never felt since my ex-boyfriend. I could not believe it, I was shocked. It was supposed that we were going to talk about that book like all weeks. And we didn't.

Ever since then, I find myself trying to impress you, trying to get your attention. Whenever you are with other girl, I'm breaking. Because I got three little words I've been trying to tell you for a whole month.

Anyway, maybe someday I will be brave enough to tell you.

Always yours,

Charlotte Brown 💋