Is It Real? [ZeRoyalChaos Fanfic]

Can You Confess?

Chilled's POV

It was probably the most awkward position I had ever been in, in my entire life. But it was a chance. It was my chance.

"Ze....." I let out, my voice no more than a whisper. He searched my face, I knew he would. Ze was very curious, he would be afraid of what he couldn't figure out. I had to tell him. He tried to speak again, but I interrupted him.

"It's not a joke.....Ze. None of it...was a joke." I sunk a little closer to his body, then froze. W-what if he didn't accept me? The way I was...how I felt. What if he hated me for conflicting him like this?

Never be afraid. Never, miss your chances. Minx's words echoed in my mind.

I looked into Ze's eyes. His light-green iris sparkled from the dim glow of the television. He was shaking a bit, but I held my position.

"Please Steven-.....I just need-to tell you..now." He laid silently under me, he gave no response, but I continued on. "I-I've been feeling this way...for-well, a long time now...but.I was afraid you would-reject me." He tensed up, I prepared for the worst. "All the times we've shared..I've never felt happier..then when I was by your side..." I leaned even closer into Ze now, so close I was almost whispering in his ear. "Please..just..hear me out.." I backed away slightly so I could look into his eyes again, hovering only an inch over his body now.

"I think-no. I know. Ze....I-I love you."

His eyes immediately panicked, and I felt my heart twinge. But then, they softened. He had calmed down now, as if he had given it some thought.

"Ze?...what-are you thinking?...." I stared at him for awhile, until his eyes locked with mine.

"I........I think-......I think I......might......" He was having a hard time, I could tell.I felt a wave of guilt wash over me. What was I thinking? Pushing this on Ze!...I...I'm terrible...what made me think...I deserved someone like him.... I closed my eyes and sighed. I began to push myself off Ze, and try to just...forget everything that happened. But, something stopped me. Someone-stopped me. I looked down to see Ze grabbing on to my shirt, his hair covering his eyes from the position I was in.

"Please...Anthony....don't leave me..." I saw a tear slip down his cheek. I immediately wiped it away.

"Ze! I would never leave you....never..." I leaned into his face, so close I could feel his breathing. I closed the distance between us, and connected his lips with mine. His eyes shot open, but soon after, he melted into the kiss. I felt his hand ruffling the back of my hair as he pulled me closer. It felt so-right. Like, every moment we had ever shared...was all for this.

It was perfect.

Ze-was perfect.

This moment....was Perfect.