Am I yours? |taekook

Chapter 11

Look at them!!! 😭😭🫶🫶

Jungkook slowly closed the door behind himself and placed his head on it, the yesterday was very hectic for him, so many things happened in just single night.

"You should call Soo-Hyun. He was worried sick" Jimin was standing up from the couch saying this.

"I will" Jungkook meekly said, "can I relax a little bit?" He looked up Jimin's piercing gaze, who looked like he needed immediate answers.

"Sure!" He said and walked to the kitchen, "want some breakfast??"

Jungkook declined saying he is too tired, and will take a bath first. And rushed to his room, he threw his body on the bed, he was mentally exhausted.

But the good thing was, it was weekend, so he doesn't have to face anyone. He closed his eyes to relax and everything came back.

When Taehyung's eyes roamed around his figure, when he licked his lips unconsciously looking at him and how he wanted show himself to the older more.

The look in Taehyung's eyes when he looked at him, like he wanted Jungkook too. The way he touched him, like he would melt, and when he kissed him back. He touched his own lips with his hands, Taehyung was amazing, that kiss made his inside giddy, gradually his hand traveled down to his neck, he remembered how Taehyung's lips kissed his neck, he could still feel the heat on his neck.

And the warmth that bite lead his heart to some Euphoric feeling, he cried because he wanted him more on himself. He always wanted Taehyung to show same excitement. He wanted him to love him with the same passion his eyes held and when he saw it in them after so many years. He needed Taehyung to touch him like no one ever did, and he only wanted him, he was close to begging but then he couldn't say it out loud so he cried, in his hold.

But Taehyung was just drunk, it was a drunken mistake, and he realised that he will never be anything else for him ever, even if he ended up sleeping with him, he would just be a mistake and that thought made him miserable. He was at the loss, he always will be unless he moves on from him.

But how does he do that, every time he looks at Taehyung his heart loses control, he wants all his attention to himself. He wants to be the only one older sees, just like he was used to.

But Taehyung can't be his, he has someone else, Jungkook saw him kissing her. He opened his eyes, looking at the ceiling. Does he love that girl? Is that why they're engaged.

Obviously someone gets engaged when they love someone, and Taehyung has always been into girls, he made sure Jungkook realise that , when they were teenagers.

Then why would he kiss him, and play with his heart. Jungkook's heart belonged to him and Taehyung crushed it like it was nothing. Was he that easy to forget and move on?

Jimin is right, he should make him realise how bad it hurts when someone you love doesn't love you back. And how every action you take kills them. But how can he make him realise when he doesn't even love him back.

Should he tell Jimin about the kiss? Or should he keep that to himself, because he doesn't know how to act in this situation.

His phone vibrated again in his pocket and he received a message from Soo-hyun.

Jungkook placed his arm on his head, hiding from everything while closing his eyes.

Maybe God send Soo-Hyun to him, to make him move on. Soo-Hyun is a nice guy, a true gentleman. But he doesn't have any problem dating or being with a guy. He always show affection in public to Jungkook.

And they kissed, or pecked, whatever that was, Soo-Hyun was honest and genuine. 

Jimin knocked on his door and entered inside to see him on his bed,