Am I yours? |taekook

Chapter 19

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"You have been keeping things from me Jungkook" Jimin snapped, sitting down next to him.

"Talk to me!" He pleaded.

"Can we go out?" Jungkook asked and Jimin said yes and they both closed the door, walking upstairs towards the roof top.

"You were with Taehyung?" Jimin asked and Jungkook nodded slightly.

"Kook I've been thinking." They both sat down on the bench,

"Taehyung might just be using you for his own pleasure" Jimin said holding his hand,

"I know I said to do it, but I think you should stop, maybe say no to him next time he asks for it and get it over with because you have so many good options waiting for you" he added.

Jungkook frowned, "you wanted me to say yes and now you want me to stop?" He took his hand back,

"yes kook! I did but now you're just giving him what he wants, he will use you and will throw you out once he is done with the pleasure" Jimin was worried for him.

"And you have Soo-Hyun hyung! You can move on and live a happier life you deserve" Jungkook kept listening.

"Just broke things off with him and call his ass gay to make him feel small and get it over with." Jimin was again making decisions for him, that he is supposed to be taking for himself.

Jungkook kept looking at jimin, maybe he was right, because Jungkook would fall again for him and in the end he will be left with nothing and he doesn't know if he will be able to survive this time around if Taehyung left and that thought pierced his heart.

He should maintain a distance from him, emotionally and physically because he practically walked to his door just because his body craved for older.

'This is wrong' he kept thinking when he was going to him and he was ready to take whatever older gives him, he will always be desperate for Taehyung's attention, his love and him on the whole.

But he can stop now, he can stop everything and move on with Soo-Hyun. He has to do it to keep the broken bond between him and Taehyung that has started a fresh, this way, he can keep older close by just staying away from him so be it. He will do it to stay connected to him.

"Okay" he whispered back, Jimin hugged him, "I know you still have a spot for him Jungkook but he will never love you back" that thought hearing out loud from someone else hit him harder than he thought, a tear slipping down his face and Jimin was holding him,

"I don't want him to leave again Hyung" he cried more, "can't he stay as my friend forever. I will never ask for anything more" he sobbed.

"I will never say I love him" he cried just like the last time.

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"Jungkookie get up, its already 11" Jeon Ara ruffled his baby bun's hair, Jungkook's face was squished into the couch and he groaned, "I want to sleep more" he hid his face with his hands, because of the sunlight.

But he couldn't sleep again he complained for waking him up early, "I wake up early everyday" he placed his head in her lap.

"Did I make you sad yesterday?" He asked his mother looking up at her, who was caressing his hair lovingly.

"I just want the best for you Jungkook. And I can see how you have been broken since high school" she said kissing his head.

"I never told you but I loved a guy back then, but he left me forever" Jungkook said looking to the side, moving his head.