My Criminal

Mistakes

Previously

"Jimin, listen, I hated Jungkook ever since I found out what he did, but I know you love him so I beg you to try" Jimin had walked into his and Jungkook shared room for a little more privacy. "Tae I'm trying" Jimin broke down and cried holding the phone to his ear using one hand while the other was on his forehead. "Tae I know he didn't mean it but I felt like he was in there somewhere, he could've saved me. I went crazy in there Tae, talking to him, talking the little voices in my head, he could've, Tae, he" Jimin couldn't complete his sentence, he was full of too much pain to keep in. He kept it in for so long, he was about ready to explode. "Jimin even I know, he wouldn't put you through that, he loves you, you loves him, it's not easy bring in love with a criminal, now is it, but you can't help you fell in love with him" Tae spoke softly, this is what Jimin needed, his best friend, someone to understand.

"Thank you Tae, I love you so much" Jimin said through his cries. "Hey Chim, you know I love you, never say thank you, I'm here for you, love you" Taehyung hung up. Jimin sat there on the floor with the phone on the side of him, crying. He wanted to try so much for the man he loved and he knew loved him.

Suddenly Jungkook's phone received a message. Jimin looked over at it wishing he hadn't.

Bitch

Baby, even though we had a contract, we're still married

Call me baby, I miss you

Jimin couldn't believe what he saw. He's had enough lies in his life, from Jungkook, from everyone. He couldn't believe what he saw. He called one of Jungkook's guards to get him on the next flight to Korea, he just wanted to be home. He heard Jungkook singing happily in the kitchen, his voice was the last thing he wanted to hear. He hurriedly packed his luggage, ready to leave. He stormed out of the room slamming the phone in Jungkook's chest, looking his right in the eyes, then taking his leave. Jungkook was left there dumbfounded, till he looked at his phone.

Jimin had already left. He slid down the counter crying hard, for the first time in a while. He watched as Jimin walked out his life.

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Jimin sat at the airport waiting for his plane to depart. 'The flight to South Korea is leaving in 10 minutes" The lady over the intercomms said as Jimin sat there silently crying. "Please board the plane to South Korea" Jimin got his luggage as he walked towards the plane.

Right before Jimin could step out the door he felt something grab his hand. "Jimnie, please" Jimin angierly turned around. Jungkook then felt a hard impact across his face. "I hate you Jungkook. You lied to me. For fucks sake, your fucking married" Jimin yelled at him. People stopped to look at them then kept walking."Jimin listen, it wasn't an offical marraige. It was a contracted marraige. I swear she's nothing, I never touched her. Jiminie please don't leave me, I need you" Jungkook cried while Jimin stood there looking at him with no emotion tears streaming down both their faces.

"Jungkook it doesn't matter if she didn't mean anything, if you didn't touch her. You lied to me Jungkook. I forgave you so many times cause you know how much I love you. Jungkook, I wanna forgive you I do but I don't know" Jimin said choking back his tears. "Jimin do whatever you want to me but please don't leave me, I'm so sorry. You have to believe me, Jimin I love you" Jungkook cried. Jimin knew Jungkook was being sincere, and serious.

Jimin sadly smiled at Jungkook before speaking. "I love you too but just can't handle it anymore" Jungkook looked down still holding Jimin hand. "Jimin just stay with me tonight" Jungkook begged wiping his tears. "Just for tonight" Jimin said grabbing his luggage as Jungkook followed behind him. The car ride was awkwardly silent. When they arrived home Jimin went straight to the shower then to bed.

Jungkook woke up patting the side of the bed, it was empty. He was gone. He took a while before opening his eyes cause he knew when he did, Jimin leaving would become reality. He looked over at Jimin's side of the bed, he was gone, for good. He let his tears slid down his cheeks onto the bed. He hadn't got off the bed since he woke up. It's been 4 hours. His phone rang every 30 mintues. Angry texts from everyone. No of those matter the thing that hurt the most was that Jimin hadn't called or texted him once.

Jungkook finally got up to use the bathroom. He was looked at himself in the mirror, he looked horrible. He felt horrible, he felt broken. But he knew he had broken Jimin more, hurted him more. He tried to tell Jimin that he wasn't safe with him.
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Jimin had called Jin from the plane asking if he was allowed home. Of course Jin said yes. Jimin had explained to everyone what happened between the two. Everyone was furious but Jimin explained that it was also on him for thinking he could trust a criminal. Once a criminal, always a criminal, right?

Jimin had landed safely and apprently Jungkook sent a driver to pick up Jimin. He headed straight home, just wanting some sleep. Jimin was crying on the inside. Breaking down meantally and physically. He wanted to cry so bad, but he also wanted to run back to Jungkook. So he chose to be strong, pretend everything is alright, he won't cry, he won't speak of it.

He got home heading straight to his room. Jin didn't pressure him to say anything and let him be alone. "He's hurting" Jin mumbled sadly on his boyfriend chest. "Don't push him, but at the same time he can't hold this in" Namjoon said then kissing Jin forhead. Jin walked upstairs to Jimins room. Nothing had changed.

"Jiminie I know you, you don't wanna talk to him. But do one thing for me, talk to him, let him explain, if you don't think he's telling the truth then so be it. But if you know he means it and he loves you like you say he does, help him be a better person, Jiminie please, for you, for him, and for me." Jin kissed Jimin forehead before exiting the room. "But I'm scared" Jimin whispered to himself once Jin closed the door. Jimin started at Jungkook number for hours deciding wether or not he should call. He already knew Jungkook was wating got him to call. He wanted too but those voices they were back. He didn't even come for you, he never loved you. No one will ever love you, you know this Jimin. These weren't voices, he was talking to himself.
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Jungkook could feel himself slipping. Funny for you to think you'd work out. He'll never love you. You aren't worth his love. The voices whispered as Jungkook looked at himself in the mirror. He faught with the voices in his head wether he should follow Jimin or not. He did what he thought was right. He followed the love of his life, no matter what'll happen he won't, and can't stop, loving Jimin. He was his everything.

So he took that flight to Korea, to fight for his love. No matter what.

Aishh I'm sorry
I know you came for Jikook
I don't even know what I have planned for this book
I just write what's on my mind
Keep reading all I know it'll be a happy ending