Desperation

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Jungkook walked away as they stood there coming to a realization that they had been to hard on Jungkook. He was just another human with a broken heart and past. Before leaving Jungkook went to go talk to Jimin. "Hey mama listen to me, I love you. You hear me? I just can't be here right now. I'm more than excited for this baby to come, believe. Even if we fight I want to do one more thing for you. I'll see you at home." Jungkook kissed Jimin's forehead after giving his a white velvet box. Everyone already knew about Jungkook plan, once he left they went to go comfort Jimin. "He's asking me to marry him guys" Jimin cried. "We know Jimin. He loves you so much, I couldn't think of a better person for you to marry. Say, yes" Jin had never approved of Jungkook except for now. "Of course I want to marry him, he's my everything" Jimin cried more and more.

After an hour or so everyone went home leaving them to clean. They sat at a table eating the cake and drinking, well not Jimin. "Thank you guys so much"
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The next few days after that had been hell for Jimin, Jungkook was barely home doing who knows what. He successfully delivered their babies two days after the baby shower. That was the last time had been present around them
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It had been 2 month since the twins were born and it had been hell, since Jungkook refused to stay in the room no more then 20 minutes with them. The guys had to leave back to Korea so that left Jimin on his own. Today Jimin was woken up by the sound of Min-Jung crying causing her to wake her brother Kookmin up. (A/N IT'S 4 IN THE MORNING I TRIED WITH THE NAMES) He wasn't feeling too good himself and Jungkook kept avoiding him wherever he went with the twins.

Something about today threw Jimin over the edge. "Jeon Fucking Jungkook" Jimin called out as Jungkok tried walking away. "I can't do this anymore! You can't even stay in a fucking room no more then 20 fucking minutes with them! I can't handle both of them at the same Jungkook! It's too fucking much! These are your fucking kids just as much they are mine!" Jungkook stood shocked at Jimin.

"Jimin I'm sorry it's just-" Jimin cut Jungkook off by slamming his hands on the table. "Jungkook it's always I'm sorry it's just this! It's you, that's what it is! How can you give me a ring then run off and avoid me." Jimin cried and cried. "Jimin I'm sorry. I'm so scared. Scared that I'll really fuck something up. How do I even be a dad? Mine was never there to teach me. I thought if I never tried or avoided the problem there wouldn't be one" Jimin now knew the how painfully and stressing it can be to be lost about something.

Jungkook had been lost his whole like ever since the very first moment they met, Jungkook didn't know how his future would look like, he never he thought about his future career. "Jungkook I love you so much, I trust you all the way. I can teach you how to be a dad or we can learn together" Jungkook nodded giving Jimin the longest hug ever before one of the twins started crying.

Jimin went into the room to get them. "You can learn how to hold them" Jimin carefully placed Min-Jung in Jungkook arms. "Jimin, I don't know how to hold a baby! What if I drop her?" Jungkook panicked as Jimin moved his arms in the right position to hold a baby. "Just relax and know if you drop my baby I will cut your dick off" Jimin said then giving Jungkook the sweetest smile ever. "That didn't help at all Jimin! What do I do if she cries?" Jimin laughed while shaking his head. He went to the room to get Kookmin who was still crying. "Jungkook, trust me you'll be fine or I'll have the best time cutting your dick off" Jungkook slowly walked towards the couch sitting down careful not to drop her.

Jimin spent the whole day teaching Jungkook how to take care of babies. Of course seeing how Jungkook panic over small things were funny, like how he was worried he would over feed them. For the first time in a while they felt like a real family. After a whole day of being at home they had finally put the twins down to sleep.

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