Hello,
I decide to leave my journal for 10 days so I could really take in what's happening, yes writing stuff like what my farther does us good but I wanted to just think, I started thinking if reasons why he started acting this way...
-DRINKING-
1. At a party he decided to drink a little more then usual and then soon that little bit more became a lot more
-SMOKING-
2. He hit offered a cigarette and he accepted it and tried it, he liked it so he kept doing it
2.5. he decide to just try smoking or he found some cigarettes
2.75. he got peer pressured by people at the party and eventually gave in and realised he liked it
-ABUSEIVE-
3. He's constantly drunk or somewhat near that
3.25. He doesn't like that I look like my mother, and i remind him of what he did to her so he decided to abuse me to try make it all go away
3.50. Stress? Depression? Alcohol? Smoking?
3.75. He just dosent like me...
I really don't get why farther hates me... What did I ever do to him! Oh I know I "ruined his life" blah blah blah, he decided to impregnate my mother so it's his fault his life is ruined
What and idoit!
-tubbo.s._
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Tubbos secret journal
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