Deaths Dream

The Fields (1/7 Steps)

1st Step:

And now it came to us
To the fields of this hatred love
What else do I have to do
To please the heavens above

But let me ask this question,
Only one knows of this pain
And don't forget me,
After that I did that which is insane

Why did you leave that day
Which I said I would be still,
And even though I loved you
You didn't care to feel

What did that come of you,
That very hated day,
That all was lost,
Need no more to say.

2nd Step:

All was spoken, all was fine
All was even a open sign,
All can look, all can sing,
All can overrule the king
All can try, all can lose
All can open the can of booze
All can see, all can scream
All will look upon the dream
All will try, all will win
All can eat the hateful sin
All can, all will
And always was
Just a pill.

3rd Step:

Try to understand this
But not to listen.
Open up very wide
And form a division

Only I can know this
True cruel pain
See to believe, or
To believe to see?

I want to ask you that question
Now that you are gone.
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why

4th step

Look here I have to go
No you don't you don't have to
But I have no choice in it
But you can try to stop it
No babe, I cannot stop it.
I'm sure you can try
Can you see how hard it is, that I love you this much?
I do see I just can't not leave
They shouldn't do this to you
I have to go do you not see
You can't leave me here, please, don't let go
I have to go please understand
No I don't understand
Please let me go
No

5th Step:

What did you do? Why did you do this to me?
Nothing happened I promise, I was just having a party.
Yeah, and you had him in your bed. Thanks, ruining me like that. And to think I really did love you.
And you do. And still will I didn't do anything
I know the truth.
Nothing happened please believe me. I don't like him
Then why did he know your bed? Why did you know what the easy things in your room look like? Don't you lie to me.
Ok... I did. But nothing big I was drunk and high and he looked liked you.
Forget it I'm done. I loved you and you did that to me.
No please it won't happen again
Oh I know it will

6th Step

You did this to me!
You made me like this!
Now that I am insane!
You don't care about my pain!
Only you knew this!
And you still kept going!
Please don't do that!
Stop stop please!
Now that you left me!
I cannot see!
That the sky is red!
And that I am dead!
Always and forever!
Just like you said!
Now another lie!
That kills me inside!
Why did you do it!
To kill yourself from me!
Or did you kill yourself
To hide from the pain!
To kill yourself because of life!
To kill yourself to hate me!
Why did you kill yourself!
Even if you loved me...

7th Step

I write this to you.
That I have seen the open door
And that no one can escape
The pain which I have been given
Only you kept me alive
For those years together.
I did it because of you
You did this to me,
The pain I gave to you
Was me trying to love you
To give you attention to love me
Because I love you so much
That I could not bear
You leaving me like this
And you being okay
The reason of all the hate
And all the love
And all the misery
And all the death
And all the things
And all the love you gave me
Didn't matter anymore
To you
To me
To anyone
And goodbye
My true and most love
Maybe we will see each other again
In the true most high above...