I keep in my head. Like knowing all of the lyrics to your favorite song. It's like I can hear you two talking. Saying all my flaws as if I don't already know them. I can see all my problems but I don't want to fix it cause what is the point. It doesn't effect me when an adult said that I don't look happy but it kills me when other students do. Kids say, "'Abigail why don't you smile as much?' ' you never laugh at my jokes' why are you so sad all the time now' 'you're so stupid' "
I know, who care what people thing! Just tell them to go to hell. But after a little while my heart builds up. You were the person I could always turn to, that way I could let my feeling go. But now what am I suppose to do? Let it all build up again that way I can go back to doing what I used to do?
