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          Amelia

I sighed heavily and pressed my back against the seat as I rested my head on the window looking outside at the familiar streets of my neighbourhood. So that was it. I was going back home to my family the one's who really love me. Maybe it's for the best ,everything is for the best. But is it wrong that I have that weird feeling inside of me? It's sadness. Leaving Harry and getting out of that place would be the best if it was for when he first took me, now I'm not sure what I want anymore. The only thing I'm completely aware of is that I have feelings for that green eyed man , I love him but at the same time I know I shouldn't do that. Us or whatever is going on between us won't work and I know that too well, he even said it himself so why do I still have hopes? I was getting lost in my thoughts that I didn't even realise that the car had stopped.

"Amelia." I heard Harry's voice call me for the first time since we got in the car.I turned my gaze at him but avoided looking at his eyes they were capable of making me do things I never would.

"I can't go any closer it's dangerous." he said looking back on the empty road. The car was parked a few corners away from my house and it was hidden good so that they couldn't see us.

"O-okay." I whispered looking down at my hands nervously and undoing my seatbelt. I was waiting for him to say or do something but he was staying silent looking at the distance as his grip on the steering wheel kept tightening making his knuckles turn white.

"What are you going to do?" I asked him hesitantly and bit my bottom lip as I waited for him to answer. Harry looked at me and our eyes met making me realise how much I had missed their mesmerising emerald colour.

"I-I'm...I don't know.But I'm sure that after you return they will search for us and I'll have to leave town." he said running a hand through his messy curly hair clearly  frustrated.

"But I won't tell anyone about you." I whispered and he shook his head.

"Leonard probably will and you can't lie to the police Amelia and you won't do it." It was an order I knew it but I'm not sure I will do it.

"Alright." I murmured nodding my head. Harry's face was still in a frown and he looked like he was in deep thoughts.It was a dead silence in the car with none of us talking or making any sound,it was almost awkward.

"So this is it.I'm finally free to go." I said breaking the silence as I let out a long breath. Harry turned his head towards me looking into my eyes emotionless before speaking.

"Yes...yes you are." he said with his deep voice and looked back on the empty roads.I knew that this was a sign for me to leave the car and walk away from him back to my family and friends. He really wanted me to go and I just can't understand why, he said he loved me. When somebody truly loves someone they don't just let them go like that without even showing any kind of emotion. But on the other hand maybe he never meant what he said maybe it was just another trick to make little and innocent Amelia fall for him completely and give him everything. I'm so stupid. I shook my head and looked at him one last time because I knew I wouldn't see him again but before my mind could proceed what I was doing I found myself with my face just a few inches away from his.

"Goodbye Harry, I hope you got what you wanted." I whispered looking into his eyes and then placed a small kiss on the corner of his lips. He stood frozen under my touch and when I pulled away he remained silent. I turned around grabbing the handle with my now shaky hands as I tried to open the door. But suddenly a big hand was placed on my shoulder turning me around and I was brought face to face again with Harry.

"Why do you have to make this so damn difficult?" he hissed looking at me with pain in his beautiful eyes.

"It's not Harry.You were just lying to me." I said in a low voice.