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(11/02/2021), Seoul, 11p.m.

Y/N Pov:

Another mission ended and I decided to get some rest at the rooftop. It was quiet cold and I hugged myself, since the wind was blowing into my direction. I started to look up to the sky and counted the stars on the sky to distract myself.

,,91..."

,,92...."

,,93.."

I stopped.

I stared at the sky and began to sigh.

,,We used to count the stars, Y/N. You idiot! Everything you do reminds you of him!", I scolded myself and sighed. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.

,,Work kills me again...", I told myself and looked at my hands. They reminded me of the blood stains, I had on my hands.

I was used to it. After all I did was just killing my enemies. I never killed an innocent human before. Even if my boss was cruel, he never dared to give me such a job that would traumatize me. After all, my enemies deserves the death.

I sighed again.

It was getting colder and I decided to head in. I still had a shift with over 9 hours and the thought of killing people or making illegal stuffs made me sigh even more. I wasn't in the mood to kill people, even if they were my enemies or if they deserved it. Everything on my mind was Taehyun.

I tried so hard to forget him. Like, can't he just vanish off my memories?! He didn't even deserved to be in my memories. Every little memories with him made me tear up. But I tried hard as possible to forget those memories.

,,Y/N, why were you at the rooftop?", Seola asked me. She was worried.

Since work has begun, I wasn't the same anymore.

The people with whom I worked liked me. They told me that I was a stress reliever.
They even sided with me once, when the boss was about to scold me. For me, they were real friends and for them, I was someone special.