16th March 2001
No one believes me. Not even my childhood best friend. But I'm telling the truth! They think I'm insane but it was there!
It's always lurking beneath the ocean floor, looking for unaware victims. So many people went missing because of this and they don't believe me. I gave them pictures, but they said it was fake and burned it!
My friends left me cuz they didn't want to friends with a jerk. The police told me to stop scaring the kids. My parents are threatening to send to a mental asylum. I don't know how else to tell them.
It's banging on the door. I'm too scared to open it. It wants me to let's it it. Everyone is bullying me for this and i dont know how to show them!
13th October 2001
I don't know what to do anymore. My parents sent me to the asylum for 3 months. They hit me, berated me and.. so much more. But I can't tell them. They won't believe me and send me over there again. Why me? Why does nobody believes me? Please just one person at least.
So many people hate me now. I'm scared. I want comfort. I don't wanna save the world I'm only 15. Please someone just anyone. Please believe me. I'm crazy I swear. This happened i saw it I'm not crazy. Please someone believe me.
1st January 2002
I give up. No one believes me. They all think I'm crazy. But no matter how many therapists i go to. How many pills they forced me take. It never goes away. I'm tired. I'm gonna stop fighting. I'm going to let it take me. But I still wish that someone will read and believe me. Please..
