Life.
A simple Four letter word that can be easily defined by everyone. But we have different definition of life maybe for you it's happiness right or just like my life that I can't define of what life it is?
But if for you, your life is happiness I'm happy that you're not lonely like me. Not being enough and always pretend that I'm okay , happy in front of everyone.
When I'm a kid I always want to grow up na kasi lagi nalang akong nasa bahay. Sa tingin ko mas masaya kung maging dalaga na ako just like my tita.
Pero na realize ko na hindi Pala masaya ngayon na naeexperienced ko na gusto ko nalang ulit maging bata
Kasi yong totoong happiness pala you were just going to experience that when you're a kid.
Love
It's also four letter and I have different meaning of love for me sa fairytale lang may happily ever after.At alam ko naman na fantasy lang yon nasa reality tayo kaya hindi mangyayari yong nangyayari sa book sa reality diba.Masasaktan lang tayo kasi Reality always hurt us.
Pero sabi Ng lola ko love has its up and down ,it's turn and twist.Love leave us pain.teaches is until we learn something even it takes so long
Pero paano Ako matuto sa love kung sa life ko nga laging mistake ko nakikita nila. Sabi nila matuto tayo sa mali natin, pero lagi nalang bang mali lahat ng ginagawa ko. O sadyang Wala talaga akong halaga kaya hindi nila nakikita yong mga tama Kong ginagawa.
Napapagod din ako nasasaktan kasi tao ako pero bakit ganito nalang palagi wala bang magbabago. Forever nalang ba na magpapangap Ako kailan ba Ako maging masaya ulit,maging totoo sa Sarili ko.
Deserve ko ba talaga ito?
Fuck this life.
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