Life(jinkook)

17

Kim taehyung

I was the reason Jungkook hit him twice in anger and it hurts me to think about it because I know jin is very important in Jungkook's life, but I can't accept seeing him beat him for me. Surely one day jin will like my friend and at that time my relationship will make him angry.

It doesn't matter if jin hates me but the most important thing for me is that he should be with jungkook till the end.

So I told jungkook sternly "You shouldn't have hit him no matter what, you should have thought first if you were in his place, I let him know that jimin cheated on him now, so he would have hit me in that anger, I shouldn't have talked to him for you now, So there is a mistake on my part, it is wrong that you only hit him, you should have hit me too. So go to him and apologize and try to solve this problem with him jungkook, you can't stay away from him jungkook I know that very well, atleast try to make him understand that he is your life”.

As soon as he heard what I said, he hugged me tightly and cryingly said, "I can't bear that pain tae, when I hit him and see him crying because of it, I'm so angry with myself, I'm the cause of all this problem".

When he said that to me, I told him, "no, jungkook, you are not responsible for anything that is happening now".

Then he started crying again and talked to me, “I couldn't bear to see him beating you tae, you were the one who stood by me when everyone in my life hated me, you were the one who showed me real affection before my father showed me real affection, then how could I not hit him when he beat you in front of my eyes. He is important in my life but I can never accept him beating you".

I was happy when I thought that in jungkook's mind he cares for me more than jin, but no matter what he is, it's right that he cares for jin more than me, so I said to jungkook caring for him, "You don't think about anything now go to him boldly and express your love to him clearly, because now jin knows all the truth about jimin, so he has a chance to give you a chance, even if not now, surely jin will give you a chance one day, If you now express your true love".

But jungkook said to me, "no definitely not just today, he will never accept me tae, because I've been so wrong to him". 

Then immediately I spoke to him in an encouraging way "I am sure he will understand the good in you and he will accept your love, jungkook, so now you must be brave and try to talk to him and try to make him understand, if he can't understand now, give him a chance and do what he needs at this moment."

This time when jungkook heard what I said he wiped the tears from his eyes and went straight to jin's room and knocked on the door and I went with him. But no matter how many times jungkook knocked on his room, he never opened.

Then jungkook sat in front of his room and spoke to him "I know you can hear me, jin, forgive me, I was wrong to slap you, the same way you slapped my friend was wrong, there is no change in that. I came to talk to you now about the love I have for you. You kissed me without knowing who I am, but that kiss was very precious to me because it was the first time in my life that I liked the kiss you gave me. Then I started to know about you, so I got to know everything about you and I liked you so much, I thought you would be wrong at first, but after I got to know you, I understood that there is nothing wrong with you. Every way I tried to show you my love was wrong, touching you without your consent was wrong, please give me a chance.  Don't think that I am coming to you and talking like this because your jimin cheated on you, even if he didn't cheat on you I would still come to you and talk like this because I want you to be happy with me in my life, give me a chance jin”.

Jungkook said all this but he didn't get any response from jin, then again jungkook spoke to him "please forgive me jin, tell me what you want me to do now, and I will definitely do anything for you. But just keep one thing in mind. And tell me, you must be happy with me in my life till the end".

At that time I heard jin open the door of the room, then I told jungkook to go in and talk, but he grabbed my hand and led me into the room.

Jin's eyes were on jungkook holding my hand, i immediately went to remove jungkook's hand, but before jin said to us, "I think you two are good friends, With the bitter thing that happened in both of your lives, for that reason, when the same mistake happens in the life of others, it is very wrong for you to take ownership and kill the person who made the mistake.  Please don't do it again, because understand that a lot of people will be hurt and cry because of that one person.

Then you told me that jimin is cheating on me without my knowledge and that makes me so sad. This is the moment in my life that I want to be alone for a while, jungkook, you asked me what to do, and I'm telling you now, Give me some time I think I will go alone and live my life. In the few days I live alone I won't go back with Jimin you can trust me completely, I can't accept everything that is happening in my life right away, so Please leave me free for a while and I hope you can do this to me."

After hearing what Jin said, jungkook started to think about what to do, in my mind, Jungkook thought it would be better to leave him alone now, but I looked at him curiously to see what decision jungkook would make.