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22.11 2022

today was the day of my dad's first match in world cup this year, my dad made me and my other three brothers wear his jersey but unlike me they wanted to

don't get me wrong i love my dad and everything and of course i also like his job cause we wouldn't be rich you know but sometimes it's just annoying

i mean I can't even remember how many times people were pretending to be my friends just so they could gain some fame or something

now im staring into the mirror in my hotel room and thinking about makeup and good jeans to pair with the jersey- it's the classic blue and white AFA one

i picked my black low rise jeans with the jersey which i decided to cut so its cuter and i also got my black zip up hoodie on cause it looks better with it

after doing my kind of simple makeup which contained only concealer on my spots,mascara,highlighter and little bit of a cream blush and also can't forget the lipgloss

i sprayed my new YSL perfume all over me and was ready to go to meet my mom and my brothers
 
i left my airpods in my ears and played my some nicki minaj bomb song

at the stadium before the match

antonella and my younger brothers went to look for my dad before the match but i just was slugging behind so when i finally got to the dressing room they were practically already gone so i just said quick good luck to my dads teammates and made my way up to the family section

while i wasn't paying attention and scrolling through tiktok for you page i noticed that the match already started

i looked to my left a saw antonella,she was trying to say something to me but I didn't hear her because of the airpods so i pulled them out

"come one vic pay attention, your dad is playing" she said to me

i rolled my eyes and kept them in my ears
cause i didn't care that at all

you probably think i'm just ungrateful little brat that has everything served on a silver platter and you'd me right

out of the corner of my eye i saw someone was trying to talk to me again and now i paused my music and turned to my right to see my brother thiago

"vicki why you weren't with us and dad?" he asked me and i had to be nice because my stepmom was next to me

"i didn't feel so good but I wished him good luck earlier today"

that was total lie

i didn't talk to my dad since last night
i didn't felt like receiving another lecture about how big brat i am

i just feel so physically and mentally exhausted

after the match

argentina lost to saudi arabia 2-1

who would have thought

i felt bad for my dad especially when i didn't even talk to him

but my dad is grown adult he will get over it, it's just a game

when my dad came out of the dressing rooms i went to him and hug him real tight "im sorry about the game, dad" i said to him

"it's okay honey, it happens sometimes" he said and flashed small smile at me

it felt kinda heart breaking to see my dad this sad and disappointed over stupid game that probably don't even matter