One Shots Stories

A diary of mine [TRAILER]

12-6-22

Disclaimer: this story was dedicated to a real event's and experience.

"I had a crush to this person since i joined journalism but I can't tell to any body because he was kind of famous person at our campus and he's 1year younger than me.

Even in my friends I can't chika this to them because I was afraid that my feelings will fade just like what happened to those peeps that I've been liked.

Alam mo yun, I just can't accept the fact again na everytime na mag kukwento ako sa friends ko, mauudlot, maaasog,matitigil, mawawala feelings ko. Oh my god! I am so obsessed with this person.

Yesterday, I took a photo of him when I was at the Office, nag papractice kasi sila then it's already noon. Hindi ako umattend ng class ko kase tinatamad ako so I stayed at the office since naka aircon din don and I'll get enough rest to go back to my classes for tomorrow which is now.

That time nakahiga ako sa table, nakahiga yung head ko while watching some reels on my facebook account, syempre nakatabingi rin yung phone ko then nakatapat sa kanya. Minutes later napansin ko parang ilang sya kumilos while editing some music for them to use. Then boom! I realized that I was kinda sus, my position were so suspicious, kaya yun nilakasan ko medyo yung volume ng phone ko para marinig na nanonood talaga ako.

Sa ginawa kong yun, nakaligtas ako sa thoughts nila then something up kicks my ass and tell me that I should take this as a Opportunity to took a photo of him, since I have a little bit crush on him. So i opened my snow app, then i choose a better filter just like retro. Then I use it and took a photo of him while I'm playing some song's so I'll not going to look sus again.

Then today, I only saw him when it's already noon, uwian na namin I'm finally saw him, his beauty never fades everyday, mas lalong pumopogi ang bata ko<3. HAJAHAJAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

I was kinda disappointed that time, hindi ko masyadong mabigyan ng pansin yung pag kagusto ko sakanya since I'm focusing in my studies right now since back to normal ulit ako, and I actully hate this stuff. Ako lang ba yung, I rather write an 10k words of essay maiwan kolang mga lesson's ko? HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. Gustong gusto ko talaga bumalik sa pag susulat but our head choose to count me out as a part of journalism, we're goin' to fight to the schools that's outside of our city that's why teachers told us that, need na bawasan yung writer's but before, they telling to us na kulang kulang yung writers and we need more but now I guess kinain nila sinabi nila.

When I am first joiner of journalism, I don't have any experience to that thing, that's why sobrang saya ko inside that I am part of journalism, which is my wish when I was in 7th grade, Omfg dude. I can't believed nung first joiner ako tapos champion kami😭.

Well back to the topic, I really like him though, I hope he likes me too :< Well, It was free to dream of.

Imma call him, ceyciey near of exact name. Well is it really bad to like someone who's younger than you then you're a girl?. But duh dude, I have a friend she is already 18yrs old and her ex bf was only 15yrs old. Not bad actually, we both in same situation I have an ex bf, but he is 18yrs old almost 19 I guess. Then Guess how old I am. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA."

Habang nag susulat ako sa journal notebook ko ng nangyari sakin today, I can't help but to smile because I finally realize that, I already like someone just like what, I like my first love.

I hope this won't last, imma keep admiring him from a far since, our situation isn't that good. I am not that typically a dream girl and likeable, I just known as having a brain sometimes and a talented to instrument's woman, who's a biggest red flag at our campus, but wait. To those close of mine or who know me, na I am a biggest redflag kung tutuusin.

Hindi ko mapigilang matawa dahil sa iniisip ko dahil totoo naman ito. I hope tomorrow, Will be my happy day. I hope nagkaroon ulit kami ng eye contact just like what happened to us before we go home.

Pero I don't know if he is already taken or not, sobrang mysterious nya like for real dude. Bukod sa nagustuhan ko sya just not because of his look's. His voice was deep and origin. His hair were soft just like my stuffy toy, tignan ko lang ito ay alam ko na, na malambot ito. His hands that I really wanted to hold and I'll never ever let it go if I hold it. But when though? I'm going to leave sooner. And will never ever going back again. His eyes, I really like everytime we have an eye contact, infact madalas ko sya mahuli na nakatingin sakin, But i didn't expect anything, hindi ko rin alam bakit hindi ako nag e-expect, probably it is because I know I am not that approachable.

To be continued...