At first you try and talk to someone to feel less lonely. It takes a bit but then you realize that this will not help. You try to find something to do, read write, watch tv. Just a small everyday thing to occupy yourself. But unfortunately that does not work either. Slowly those sharks and piranhas come back to eat your positivity. Why am I so dumb? Why can't I get anything right? Why am I like this? The thoughts start coming back harsher to the point in which they stop at one. Why am I still alive? The you start on a downward spiral. Do I deserve to live? Why am I so useless? Why do I exist? I don't want to exist. The sharks and piranhas get more violent as you let them roam free.
The sharks and piranhas become human eating monsters, coming up to the shores of your brain to eat your positivity. Your thoughts become dark. All of this because you were left alone. All of this because of monophobia.
