Love Me Harder

I've Had Enough

Justin POV

Do you know what it feels like to love someone for the longest then have them fuck you over just because someone else comes along? To hope and pray that they see how much you love them, but they don't? I do. Ari should be with me but that nigga Sean came and ruined everything. Ari would've been mine but he came and she forgot all about me.

I was sitting in my room staring at the ceiling and blaming myself for Ari's condition. Then I realized, its not my fault. SEAN came and made her forget me. SEAN made me angry so I said things I didnt mean. I got in my car fuming and drove to the hospital. I knew he was there because i had called Lea before hand. I walked in there and as soon as I saw Sean walking to the cafeteria, I punched him in his nose. I kept going and he put up a good fight. I was punching him in his jaw when he kicked me off and started punching me. He had me on the ground. He got up and started kicking me in the stomach. I grabbed his foot after a few times and made him fall. I started kicking him in the face when Lea came running down the hall and got me off him.
*pic of Lea in media*

He got up and looked at me before spitting in my face and walking away. He had a busted lip, his nose was bleeding, and he was limping a little. I had a broken nose, a bleeding lip, my eyebrow was bleeding and my ribs hurt like hell. Once Lea got me up, she slapped me. Hard. I know better than to hit a woman so no matter how mad I was, I didnt hit her back.
"What the HELL Justin? What was that even for? Sean has done NOTHING to you and you fought him. You know how mad Ari would be if she found out?" she fussed at me.
"I DONT CARE! No one ever stops to think about me. I did it because he is the reason for all this shit. Ari started ignoring me and fussing me out for no reason once she got with him. She ignored me. It hurt but no one cared as long as she was happy. He was gonna hurt her but as soon as I tell her then IM the bad guy?" I said getting angry all over again. She sighed.
"Look Justin, I know you love her but you were way out of line for that. She woke up by the way. She wants to see you." I could tell she didnt wanna argue with me anymore. I started walking when she stopped me. "Justin?" Lea said. I turned around. "Yeah?"
"Clean your face up first. The last thing she needs is to see you all messed up. She needs to stay calm while she's pregnant" Lea informed me. Shit. I forgot all about her being pregnant. It sucks we cant know who the dad is yet.

I walked into her room and she was sleeping so I went into her bathroom to clean my face up. I looked awful. That nigga Sean can fight. I cleaned the blood off my face and when I walked back in her room she was awake.

God she is so beautiful. I know they say God makes amazing things but he really took his time making my Ari. She looked like she was thinking so I cleared my throat. She looked up and saw me and smiled. Then she saw my face and frowned. I must have not cleaned all the blood off.
"What happened to your face?" she asked me.
"I dont know. What do you mean?" I asked. Playing dumb seemed like the best way to go.
"Justin" Ari said sternly. I sighed.
"I got in a fight." I admitted.
"With who?" Ari asked. She knew who.
"Big Sean" I replied with an attitude. Ari looked angry and I felt bad. Her belly wasnt that big considering she was only a few months but she still could whoop my ass.
"Why?" she asked angrily.
"Because Ari. He is the reason you've been ignoring me. He is the reason I said those things. Not because I was mad at you but because he thought he could just come here and take you from me. I was tired of him. He doesnt know you. He doesnt love you like I do. He may buy you nice things but I belong with you. Stop fighting it. I will fight him or anyone everyday if it means you will see how much I love you." I explained to Ari.

She was silent for a while. It seemed like she was fighting a smile and that made me happy.
"Justin your sweet but I cant be with you. Not after everything thats happened. That and I dont think the baby is yours." She told me looking down.
"Speaking of this baby, when in the hell did you sleep with him? Before or after you slept with me?" I said remembering that I was also the possible father of this baby.
"I dont wanna talk about it." Ari told me.
"Whatever. Of course you dont." I said walking out. I was done with this shit.

Big Sean POV

I was smoking a blunt with my nigga Kanye and telling him about the situation with Ari.
"Then this nigga wanna try and fight me because i took his girl. I'm just kinda done with this whole thing with her." I said.
"Man look. You and her cute and all but this shit with Justin aint worth it. Too much drama and foe what? But at the same time she give you good publicity." He told me.
"She pregnant." I blurted out. His eyes got wide and he shook his head.
"How many months?" he questioned.
"Bout 3" I told him.
"And its yours?" he asked me.
"I dont know. I'm just sick of this. I'm really done at this point to be honest with you." I explained.
"Damn. Well leave her but if she callin one day and say its yours then you gotta get a DNA test. If its yours then take care of your seed man." Kanye was right. The world sees him as such a bad person but he is one of the realest dudes I've met since being famous.
"You right. Im gonna tell her tomorrow." I said putting out the blunt.

Ariana POV

After Justin left I was kind of sad. I want to be with him but after all the stress he has been putting on me and this baby, I dont think i could do it. Like maybe he being with him would just make things worse. Plus he isnt ready to be a father. He isnt mature enough yet. I rubbed my belly.

"Mommy loves you and I wont let anything or anyone hurt you." I said aloud. My phone rang and Sean's face popped up.
"Hey" I said answering the phone.
"Wassup" He said dryly. Wow. Someones mad.
"Nothing just thinking about this baby." I said.
"Cool. Look I dont think this is working. I dont mean to put stress on you but we just cant do this anymore." He told me. I wanted to cry.
"Is this because of what happened earlier with Justin? Because I can talk to him. He wont bother us anymore. Please just dont leave me" I said damn near in tears. He was quiet.
"Look just dont call me anymore aight? I dont wanna be with you no more." He said then hung up. I bawled my eyes out. Damn hormones. I really did care about Sean and if the baby is his then I'm sorta fucked. I cant raise this baby without a daddy. The real daddy. I want it to grow up with both its parents in a loving relationship. To set an example for how a relationship should be. But I cant. Not on my own. Why me God? Just why me?

Justin POV
After I left the hospital, I felt my phone vibrate and Ari's face popped up. "Hello", I said dryly. It was silent for a minute and then I heard crying. "What's wrong?", I said worryingly. "Sean, he dumped me. He said he didn't want to be with me anymore. Justin I'm sorry for not believing you. Can you come back, please?" Ari cried. "I'll be right there" I said.

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