You like me?! [Todobaku]

Chapter12

Bakugo Pov(full time):
I fell on the hard ground it was dark and the floor felt wet I had no idea where I was but I knew I wasn't safe. I crawled to a corner and curled into a ball waiting. For what I have no idea but it seemed like the best option. To be honest I wasn't fit to be a hero I mean what hero has an abusive mother, paranoia, depression and anxiety exactly none... I looked down at the floor which was indeed wet and started to make small drawings using the light layer of water.
Rays of light shone in so I looked up only to reveal...Shigaraki....
"Katsuki long time no see"
The words sent a shiver down my spine I tended up and looked back down I didn't want to acknowledge him.
"What, we playing the silent game now are we?"
I had an urge to look back up and yell something back but I didn't, I couldn't my body wouldn't move and no sound came out of my mouth.
"Hmm why are u sitting on the floor did you not see this lovely desk we had waiting for you"
I genuinely tried to speak but no words came out just a squeal...
"What is that all you've got?"
A small chuckle could be heard and he got closer. Way closer.
I felt a two fingers on my chin and my face was pulled up. We were now at eye level staring into each others soul. It was silent for the first few minutes. Nothing could be heard for miles.
Until a strong, Wack.
A four fingered hand print spread across my face I felt blood dripping from my lip but still I didn't say anything I wouldn't, I couldn't let him win.
He pulled my face back up and smiled slightly.
"I missed you...I really did. You must believe me Katsuki after all you know what it's like. To miss someone"
I stared at him licking the blood off of my lip.
He grabbed my hands and pulled me up, I was now standing against the wall he grabbed chains and tied me to the wall by my wrists. I was hanging my feet slightly off the floor. He was free to do whatever he wanted.

Trigger warning(even if it won't be good)

He grabbed a knife and cut along the stomach I was so terribly insecure of. It left blood dripping down and he place one finger on blood that had already leaked pulling my shirt up and circling it around my chest. The knife slid along my arms.. and the chains tightened. Until the were dropped off my wrist I fell to the ground my legs weak with red circles around my wrists they ached and a blade was slid across my cheek. Shigaraki collected some of the blood. Probably for Toga.

I stopped there bc I couldn't continue since I started to feel sick so-

I had fell asleep for I don't know how long the door that once shone light was now closed again and it was dark the scar on my stomach had dried out the blood with it I picked myself up so I wasn't lying on the wet floor instead sitting against the cold wall. The drift on my back felt nice for a second until it started to sting. I was tired and wished I was at the dorm with Shoto cuddling him a light blush appeared on my charms and I started to think more about Shoto. I wonder how he's doing?...
I didn't notice how much I was trembling until I just stared at a wall for a few minutes. I couldn't stop I tried to calm myself down but it didn't work and I didn't have my tablets with my I couldn't sleep either I was to afraid Shigaraki would come back and hurt me... Its hard when it's mother but worse when it's him it felt like I was being poisoned by the most venomous snake on the planet and it kept digging its teeth into my skin. So I vowed until someone came to get me u wouldn't sleep. That is if someone comes to get me... what if no one even noticed I was gone and they all just got on with their lives happier without me cause quite frankly all I do is yell, be mean and mess things up but I don't mean to it's just what I grew to know I never wanted to be like this... then again there's nothing I can do I'm stuck in what feels like an endless loop it's awful. Especially when you know that no one actually likes of loves you and everyone's just out to destroy you...

It didn't get to graphic but I couldn't get the image out my head so😭 yea trigger warning near the middle and can I just say I'm very proud of myself like two chapters in one night?! One with literally just over 1000 words and another with 800 I mean sure I did start writing at like 9:30pm and it's 9mins till 11 but whatever anyway have a good day/night/evening and thank you so much for over 2k reads and 30 votes I appreciate it so much.