" Do you really find it that hard to believe ? To believe that I think of you every waking moment, every unconscious dream ? " His face is pale in the moonlight, water running through his curls as he continues, "Do you really not believe me when I tell you that I've planned a future that only holds us, when I tell you that I love you ?"
His breath's heavy now,
He's shaking now.
"No, I don't,"
A pause, he says nothing.
"I find it hard to believe you because it is physically impossible for someone to feel that way about a person that is even 99% better than I am. Because I simply do not deserve it, deserve this, anything even close is out of the question." Because the thought of losing you after you know me is insufferable.
I must have said those last 11 words out loud because he responds with "I don't think it's possible to lose something that you know you love that much." With that he leaves and I know that I have fucked up .
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Inexplicably Insufferable
Romance"They say it's better to have loved and have lost then never to have loved at all," I whisper. "Then they have truly never loved anyone the way that i love you and i am not willing to lose that."
