IMAGINES (Tokyo Revengers)

Kokonoi (TW: Suicide and Angst)

Kokonoi's month is very hectic and full of stress to the point his eyebags can be full of shenanigans of Sanzu.

You know that it's stressful to be a 'foster ' parent of the gang and you also know that he will do anything for the gang to expand.

You smiled as soon as you saw the fruit of your labor, a golden Chinese dress. You spend your entire 2 months to finish, you didn't sleep nor eat just to perfect this outfit.

It's Christmas and you're very excited to give the gift you handmade for your fiancée, you made the wrapping very fancy to his liking .

Christmas night comes and all of you put the gifts under the 10 ft Christmas tree. You made sure it's behind all of the big gifts to make it even more exciting. Midnight came and there was no Kokonoi on sight. You asked everyone but of course nearly all of them are drunk or high, emphasize Sanzu, so you asked the only sober one which is draken, yes mitsuya is also drunk.

"Still at his office doing all the financial crisis that Mikey causes" He said in a swift tone. You nodded and picked up the gift you made and ran carefully towards Kokonoi's office.

*Knock knock*

"Hajime? Can I come in?" You asked since you know he might be hot headed.

You heard a faint yes so you entered the room quietly, he saw you and gave you a glare but you just smiled at him, "Uhm I brought your gift since you didn't attend the party" you said with a soft smile, he looked at the gift your currently handing out, he snatch it and opened it rather... Rudely, He took a look at it and then threw it aside. You gasped and quickly grabbed the clothing before it was covered with dust.

"Why the hell did you buy me that cheap clothing?" He said in a low tone. You stared at him in disbelief, "Cheap?" You said looking at him, finding out if his pranking you, "YES! CHEAP ARE YOU STUPID OR SUM?! MY WARDROBE ARE MORE EXPENSIVE AND BEAUTIFUL THAN THAT MONSTROSITY!" He exclaimed. "WHY THE HELL I MADE THAT CHOICE OF MARRYING SOMEONE AS CHEAP AS YOU! I CAN JUST MARRY A GIRL WITH MY LEVEL !"Your tears are already dropping in your cheek.

You rapidly swiped them away but he still saw it and he realised what he had done. "I..I'm sor-" you cut him off,

"no... It's fine, I know it's not that beautiful nor expensive like what you said, and I'm sorry for wasting my time here Mr. Kokonoi but one thing is for sure you made me realise that no matter how hard I work or how dutiful I made this dress to the point starving and sacrificing my sleeps, this clothing will not pass your standard and I'm sorry for that, also sorry for accepting your marriage proposal even though I knew to my self that I'm not worthy" you said and dropping the 2 months of blood, sweat, sleep and tears of work in the nearby trash can.

You left the office and walked toward your room you silently picked your own clothes, not the one Kokonoi gave you, and packed it up to your old and beaten up luggage bag, you also took off your engagement ring that he gave to you.

You silently left the gang and made sure to disappear completely out of their world. Kokonoi at that moment fully sank in all the events that just happened, he quickly ran in your room to find out that you're gone.

He looks at your wardrobe to see if you completely left but his breath suddenly declined to see that the only thing that disappeared was the original clothes you have brought to the gang together with your luggage bag, he remembered the clothing he called cheap, so he quickly hunted for it in all the trash cans until he saw it full of beer stains and Cheetos dusts.

He quickly put it on the washing machine and dried it. He made sure to clean it as if it was new. He hung it in his office believing that as soon as you got back from throwing your own stuff you'll come back to him and be a happy couple again.

Days passed and he kept on waiting for you in your room, no food, no sleep nor bath. A sudden light made him look at the side table and there it was, your engagement ring, it finally sunk in that you will never come back again.

He cried that night, full of regrets and full of anger to himself. He was drunk all night and drunkenly walked to his office, he saw the dress you made and tears began to escape. He cried for the nth time hugging the dress and whispering all the things he regrets.

~Years past~

You're walking down town with your daughter, Lotty, and to much of your surprise you saw Kokonoi, he saw you and quickly ran towards you and gave you a bear hug.

"Uhm sir don't you think this is a little inappropriate since we're not a couple nor friends?" You stated and his grip towards you softened as he flinched. "Hey, I just want to say sorry for shouting at you and saying mean words I swear I didn't mean all of that it's just stress because of work, I love you please come back" he said nearly kneeling.

"Mom, who's he?" Your daughter asked, you smiled at your daughter and said "nothing sweetie just some one I once knew" you said. He looked hurt but still looked at you trying to persuade you.

"I'm so sorry sir but I already have a family and I hope you'll have one also since there're so many girls who want you" you said and left.

He just stood there and watched you as you disappeared to his sight, "but I want you and only you" he said silently. He got home and ran towards his office, he gently took the dress you made from its frame and hugged it while crying. "Is this the karma I need since I ignored her in the past thinking he won't leave me no matter what"he said as he cried more, he wrote a will that night giving all of his money to the gang and making the dress you made his dress for his funeral since he took his own life on that very day.

So this is the last chapter sooooo thank youuuuuuu so much for supporting this Imagines🤧🤧🤧 I love you guys so much.