𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐋𝐄𝐍 𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃 -𝐀.𝐋

𝐎𝐍𝐄 || 𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐂𝐓

„ROBBY!" I yell at my brother and he laughs „stop annoying me! Today is the first day of the school year and they're annoying kids!" i say and look at a smiling robby „oh come on June it'll be good" i sigh and shake my head „you know it won't! what if kenny does anything to me?" now robby stops smiling and looks at me „if he touches you, call me alright?" i nod and get up

I get ready and walk down in the kitchen to my brother and my dad. I smile at dad „morning dad" he smiles too „good morning kid" he always calls me ‚kid' „you happy to go to school again?" i look at robby and he shrugs his shoulders „uhm yeah of course!" dad doesn't know anything about kenny. I mean he knows we were together and shit but he doesn't know all the things he did to me, because dad would be so mad at kenny, he would hit him!

Robby and I eat our breakfast with dad and then we get into his car „like i said, call me if kenny touches you or does anything else okay?" i nod and he starts driving „bye rob!" i say and get out of his car „bye ju! Have a good day" he smiles at me and i do too. I start walking in school and nothing has changed. All annoying kids are here and kenny too with his friends

I walk faster when i see kenny so he doesn't sees me. I walk to my first class, math, and sit down at a table in the back. I'm more like the quiet kid at school, i don't do much for school but I'm also not bad and i see and hear everything. That's really interesting sometimes! I don't really know why kenny liked me even though i still don't think he ever really did. I don't have many friends and I'm not pretty. You could say I'm a good person to bully, but he didn't. Nobody ever did!

I lay my head on the table and fall asleep. I haven't slept much because of kenny. I couldn't get him out of my head „mrs keene!" i hear and open my eyes. I look up and see my teacher looking at me angry, all my classmates are looking at me too „leave my class right now! I don't want you to see here today!" he yells at me and i nod. I don't really care if i get in trouble, even if i did ,i can hide my feelings so nobody would see I'm embarrassed. I pack all my things and get up from my seat

Everyone is still staring at me and laughs but one boy isn't laughing, he just looks at me with soft eyes and a nice smile. I smile back and walk out of class. I walk out of school and call robby „yes? Is everything okay june?" i hear my big brother ask me through the phone „yeah I'm fine but uhm could you pick me up?" i hear him sigh „what did you do now?" i laugh and can literally see him roll his eyes „i fell asleep in mr blakes class" he sighs and hangs up

Was this a ‚yes ju I'll pick you up'? Hm I'll find out in about ten minutes. I'm sitting at a big rock on the schoolyard. I hear a car coming towards me and smile. I look up and see my brother looking at me „robby! You came!" i smile at him „yeah of course i did idiot!" he says and i get in his car

He starts driving and i look out of the window „some boy in my class looked at me, yeah everyone looked at me but they laughed and he didn't, he smiled at me nicely and with soft eyes. He was pretty" i tell robby and look at him to see his reaction „ouhh maybe you can be friends with him! Or even more?" he smirks at me and i roll my eyes „i don't think he wants to be friends with me! I'm a freak robby!"

„No you're not! Look at you, you're beautiful and nice and funny and like so smart!" i laugh and sigh „okay enough compliments for one day" he laughs too „tell me something about him" my brother says and i shrug my shoulders „i don't know anything about him except for how he looks like. Oh and i think he's new or he just had a massive glow up because i would have noticed him if he was on our school before! I know everything about everyone you know that" i look at my brother just to see him smile „yeah i know! But then tell me how he looks like!"

I nod and immediately smile thinking about him „okay so his hair is curly and it's black. He has dimples and a perfect nose. He is definitely taller than me! And he wore a black hoodie with some reds circles on it! Woah this is so weird that i remember so much. I only had eye contact with him like 3 seconds" robby giggled and i looked at him „what?" he looks at me smiling „i think i know why"

„What? Tell me!" i say and he turns to look at the street again „it sounds like you're in love" i look at my brother confused „what the fuck no! I don't even know him! That's impossible!" i tell him but robby shakes his head „it isn't. I was in love with tory the second i saw her!" He's right. He told me before, but why would i be in love with him? I don't even know what's going on with kenny right now. Yeah he broke up and used me and controlled me and all this but he doesn't looks happy about that!

Fuck what do i do now? „June!" i hear robby say and look at him „yeah?" he sighs „you didn't answer goddamn!" i rolled my eyes „what do you want?" he looked at me „first of all, we're home and second of all, we're going to sam's today. Dad and daniel are fine now and they want to eat dinner together with their families so Karen and Miguel are coming too. Miguel and sam are together anyways and maybe tory can come too alright?" i sigh and get out of the car „but there's this boy! You know sam's little brother, he doesn't like me he was rude to me the last time dad and daniel were fine and did something like that!"

We went in „yeah but he is nice now. He's 16 just like you! And he had a glow up he looks better now. Just tell me if he's rude again okay?" i nod and sit down on the couch „i have to go work again but that's fine right?" i nod and smile at him „yeah go and get some money for my birthday present!" we both laugh „okay bye ju! Call me if something's wrong" i smile and nod „bye rob!" he leaves the house and i watch my favorite movie, the black phone. I'm so inlove with finney!!

After the movie finished i got a text from school. It said:

Mrs june keene,
you are not allowed to sleep in school so this will have consequences. You'll get attention on Wednesday! And your father needs to write an apology with his signature

Thanks, and go to mr blakes office tomorrow morning.

Mr miller

I sigh and go on tiktok. The school director is so annoying! He's always acting nice and shit but in real life he's a bitch! i shut my thoughts off and scroll on tiktok. After a few hours i get up from the couch and make myself a sandwich. I take my phone and go to my room. Suddenly i get a message from kenny. Fuck i just forgot about him

Kenny..

JUNE!!

COME ON!

DONT BE A PUSSY

Oh come on baby

I love you

I'm sorry

I really am

Please forgive me

JUNE YOU FUCKING BITCH!!

ANSWER ME

DONT LEAVE ME ON READ

I sigh and shut my phone off. I feel tears starting to fill my eyes and my breathing gets heavier. Fuck kenny destroyed me! He broke me and now he wants me to forgive him just because of some words! A apology doesn't change the past! Tears leave my eyes and i decide to call robby because this is definitely a panic attack. I type his name and call him „hey ju!" i hear him say through the phone. I don't answer, i can't breathe „is everything okay? What's wrong?" he must have heard my breathing

„pl-please come home. It's h-happening again" i say with shaky voice „yes I'm on my way. Try to breathe I'm coming june!" he says and hangs up. I lay don't on my bed and try to calm down, it doesn't get better so i try to fall asleep and somehow it worked..

So here it is! The first chapter of my new story and I actually like it. Please tell me in the comments what you think about it. I try and post the next chapter today but i have to look if i have time:)

Have a good night/day<3

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