𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐋𝐄𝐍 𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃 -𝐀.𝐋

𝐓𝐖𝐎 || 𝐌𝐄𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐀𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍

„You fucking bitch are doing what I'm telling you! You understand?" he yells at me and i nod with tears in my eyes „i-I'm sorry please don't hurt me" i stutter and he laughs „you don't want me to hurt you?" i nod at his question but the next thing I feel is his hand on my cheek „that's what you deserve and get!" he yells

I shoot up and try to breathe. ‚Just a dream' i tell myself in my head. I calm down a little bit and try to get up. I stand up and look at the time, fuck it's already 5.30 and we want to go to the larusso's at 6. I walk downstairs and see dad and robby sitting on the sofa watching tv. They look at me and robby immediately jumps up and hugs me „are you okay ju?" he asks and i nod „I'm fine robby" he lets go of me

„You didn't sound like it on the call. I was worried! I drove so fast and then i saw you weren't anywhere downstairs and i got more scared because what if you did something to yourself? But when i found you sleeping i was relieved and let you sleep" he tells me and i smile at him „it's okay now rob i promise you I'm fine" he nods and we sit down next to dad

„Fuck guys we have to get ready!" dad tells us and we sprint all to our rooms and get ready. I'm wearing a big black hoodie and a baggy sweatpants. I walk downstairs and see them waiting for me „yo you can't go like that kid" dad tells me and i sigh „please? I don't wanna dress up just for sam and all these people!" he rolls his eyes „alright but just because we're already late" i nod and smile. We get in the car and dad starts driving

We arrive 10 minutes later and tory is standing there waiting for us. We get out and dad already goes in the house but me and robby are walking to tory. I immediately hug her „woah okay i guess you missed me" i nodded and she laughed. I let go of her and we smile at each other. I love tory, she's nice, funny and beautiful and she makes robby happy! Robby kisses tory and we get in. God no, now everyone will hug me

Like i said we all hugged and sat down. Sam's little brother wasn't here „oh uhm june could you go get Anthony? His room is upstairs the first door on the left" i just nod and walk up the stairs. I stand in front of the door and take a deep breath. I knock and hear someone say „yeah?" i step in and see someone i didn't expect to see „uhm who are you?" he asks

„Oh yeah uhm your mum said i should come get you" i stutter and he nods „alright I'm coming" i walk downstairs again and sit down. What the fuck is HE doing here? Never ever is this Anthony! Woah fuck i guess robby was right i have a massive crush on Anthony. The boy that was mean to me for the last, i don't know, two years? Fuck this was embarrassing!

After about ten minutes he comes down and i see only the seat right in front of me in free. No no no! I don't wanna have awkward eye contact with him! He says hey to everyone and sits down. Robby sits next to me and i look at him to avoid eye contact but robby looks at me smirking „this is very familiar to the boy who you described" he whispers into my ear. I hit him „shut the fuck up robby! If you do or say anything embarrassing I'll kill you!" i whisper back and robby backs up

I turn around and look at my plate. Everyone is eating right now but I'm not hungry i just can't eat right now „you okay kid? Why aren't you eating anything?" dad asks me. Oh god no „oh uhm I'm just not hungry sorry" i apologise and he nods. I play with my rings because I'm fucking nervous! What am i doing here? Fuck this is too much! I feel tears in my eyes. No shit why am i crying? God this is so embarrassing!

„Uhm where's the bathroom?" i ask and robby tells me where it is „thank you" i stand up and go to the bathroom. I close the door behind me and sit on the floor. Some tears are leaving my eyes but I'm crying in silence. This can't be happening right now. Why am i even crying? I don't fucking know why! Fuck!

I try to calm down but suddenly someone knocks at the door „ju? You okay? I saw the tears in your eyes" robby.. „uh yeah I'm fine" i say with shaky voice „june open the door. Right now" he tells me serious and i open it. He stands there looking down at me with raised eyebrows „you call that fine?" i nod and smile

„Tell me what's wrong" he says and closes the door behind us. We sit down on the floor again „i don't really know robby! I thought about you saying i like Anthony and then i got nervous because he was right there and i realised i do like him but this is fucking crazy i don't even know him! And suddenly tears left my eyes i couldn't control it!" i tell him and he nods „i understand that. I'm sorry that i told you, you like him. I shouldn't have done it but it sounded like it. You can talk to me you know that right?" i nod and we both smile

„Anthony is a nice, funny, beautiful and respectful guy. He doesn't have many friends you know and he's not good with kenny. He bullies Anthony. I really think you two could be friends or even more and I'm not saying that to make you feel better, I'm saying it because it's true just show Anthony the real june. He'll like her" he smiles at me and i nod „okay but could we just act normal tonight?" he giggles „yes of course come on"

We get up and walk to the table again. We sit down and everyone is still talking, now robby is looking at me and smiles „go talk to him" he whispers and i smile „go get him girl!" he whispers while laughing and i laugh too but before i could say something, someone already called my name „june right?" i nod at anthony's question and smile „you're the girl in my math class! You were asleep right?" he asks and i giggle „yeah i was"

He looks around the table and then back at me „let's go into my room!" i nod and we get up and go into his room. He sits down on his bed and looks at me „you can sit down too you know" he smiles at me and i do too „yeah i know" i say and sit down next to him. My heart starts beating faster „you're the ex girlfriend from kenny right?" now my smile drops and all the memories are back. Okay june get yourself together he isn't here you're save!

„Yeah i am. How do you know?" i ask him and he shrugs his shoulders „he doesn't like me so he bullies me and he may have told me something about you" what? „Uh what did he tell you?" i ask him stuttering „nothing special and not really about you, you know, he told me i should stop looking at you and should stay away and all this" i looked at him without saying a word „wait he fucking told you to stay away from me?!" Anthony nods „asshole, What's wrong with him?!"

He shrugs his shoulders „uhm i guess you broke up with him?" i shook my head „oh no he did but it's better that way. He was toxic and hurt made. Like all ways you can hurt someone" i told him honestly and he just stared at me „are-are you okay?" he asks and i smile „yes I'm fine don't worry" he smiles and nods

We talked alot until we had to leave because tomorrow was school and i had to go to sleep and all this shit. We said bye and got in the car, Anthony smiled at me and waved. I waved back and felt myself blushing „Ouhh You're in love!" robby said and i hit him „shut the fuck up!" the whole ride he annoyed me but i ignored him. When we arrived home i immediately went in my room and laid in my bed. I felt asleep thinking about Anthony..

IM ACTUALLY SO PROUD OF THIS!! How do you feel about this chapter??

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