Chloe's POV {the letter}
Thursday, 14th May 2015, 16:07pm
Dear Maddie,
if you are reading this, I'm probably dead. I will hang myself in my bedroom minutes after writing this. My world was black and white, all the same. Day after day, nothing changed. That's what depression is like. Everything is the same, nothing changes. The moon still waxes and wanes every month, the tide still goes in and out, and the seasons still change. Nothing else.
Everything is the same in my black and white world. I will hang myself, finally ending my misery. I have held on for my family. I held on for my few friends. I tried, I really did. But I can't hold on any longer. I have to let go. I am living in indescribable emotional pain. As I write this letter, I feel weight being lifted off my shoulder, finally saying what I have wanted to say for months. The rope I will use to kill myself is lying in the corner. I look at it, and it's my saviour. This will free me from my pain and suffering.
I am leaving this cruel, harsh world without any explanation. My mother will arrive home, and find me swinging from a rope, lifeless. She does not deserve that. Not one bit. I am truly sorry for the pain I will cause her. Many people have always said I have a heart of gold. My heart is now a tiny, withered, black organ, barely able to continue beating.
This is all down to you. Nobody else. Do not think this is a letter of apology for the pain I will cause. I said I was leaving this world without explanation, however, I can't let you live your life thinking I was just some depressed suicidal kid. I need you to know this is your fault, you made me this way. You took my heart of gold and smashed it into a million tiny pieces, which are forever aching. I am finally free from the pain. I can't let you think you did nothing. I hope my suicide haunts you for the rest of your life. After all, it should haunt you. You caused it. You will cause my family years of pain and heartache. I hope you can sleep at night Madison Ziegler, because I haven't slept in weeks.
*AUTHORS NOTE*
woooo I like this chapter!! finally my story is getting started!!! this is the first letter of MANY!!! thanks for reading I love you!!!!! byeeeeeeee xoxo
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