The Bump

Chapter 19: Memories..

It has been a few days since Gwen has passed away from birth. I didn't even get to hold my baby girl in my arms.. It sucked knowing that I will never get to hold my baby girl.. But, I held my baby boy in my arms for maybe the 10th time today.. He was so beautiful... He had Steven's eyes... The eyes that I fell for. I remember the first time I looked into them.. They were fucking gorgeous, beautiful, they shined brighter than the stars in the night sky. I remember the first day I met him in 7th grade..

-FLASHBACK-

The bell rang for 1st period. The first day back to school. I was in 7th grade it was breath-taking that I was 13 years old. It seemed like just yesterday I was in 6th grade and it was the very first day. I was wearing a cropped purple top with some shorts and supras. I loved Supras then. I walked into English and there was a guy I had never notcied before. He had flippy brown hair with green eyes that sparkled perfectly. Our eyes met and he slipped, flipping his hair. I blushed lightly and sat down. I could tell that he was checking me out the whole class. I tried so hard to pay attention then, the bell finally rang again. 1st period was finally over. I went out to my locker. I felt a person somewhere near me. I closed my locker.

"Hey there beautiful', he smiled.

"Hi", I blushed biting my lip.

"Steven, Steven Strong", he held out his hand, still showing his amazing smile that glowed with his perfect straight teeth. 

"Kacey, Kacey Rogers", I giggled, shaking his hand.

"What class do you have next?", he asked.

"Umm, I'm pretty sure health class", I said looking at my schedule.

"Oh sweet, me too." He smiled again.

God, I don't think this is real life. Why was he smiling at me? Why was he talking to me? He was so gorgeous and just... Perfect. In my eyes he was beyond perfect acutally. I don't even know why he would ever talk to me. But, I didn't regret it. 

"Oh, sweet. Hopefully we have alot of classes this year", I smiled and started to walk with him.

"Yeah, me too. I would really like to get to know you", he kept smiling. He seemed so happy that he met me. I was so happy too. 

We slowly walked into class but, before we did he kissed my cheek softly and quickly. I couldn't help but, smile and blush walking into class.

-END OF FLASHBACK-

I snapped out my daydream. I had to focus on Jayson and Justin. I couldn't help but think about Steven right now.. I mean I think my feelings were gone for him. I love Jayson not Steven. But, Steven will always have to be apart of my life. No matter what happens he will always be the father of my kid. Or kids. I don't even think he knew that Gwen had passed away.. I should probably call him.

"Hey Jayson, could you maybe take Justin back to the nursey and give me a moment to make a phone call", I said looking at Jayson.

"Sure babe, anything else?", he smiled picking Justin up from my arms. 

"Maybe some ice cream?", I said smiling lightly.

"Okay, be back in a few baby. I love you", he said kissing my forehead. 

"I love you too", I replied.

I watched Jayson leave with Justin in his arms. He was so gently and caring with him. I loved how he wasn't even his father but, he cared for the kid as if it was his. I smiled and watched out the window with the blinds slightly open then he disapeared from my view. I grabbed my iPhone that was on the side table next to me. I slowly dialed Steven's number taking in a huge breath before he answered.

"Hey." he said answering the phone.

"I have to tell you something..." I said with a soft voice, nearly in tears.

"What is it? Are the kids okay? What's going on?", he questioned worriedly.

"G-Gwen died..." I stuttered out of my mouth. 

"What? N-No s-she didn't.." he said sadly.

"Y-Yes she did. S-she died the day she died. I already feel like an awful mother.", I couldn't take it anymore I had to let out all the tears.

"I-I'm sorry Kacey. I can't really talk right now.. I-I have to get back to work. I'll call you as soon as possible", he said hanging the phone up.

Before I could say bye I could already see he hung up. I sat in the hospital bed bawling my eyes out. I heard Jayson walked in. I didn't care I kept crying.

"Kacey.. Baby.. What's wrong? What happened?", Jayson asked setting the ice cream on the side table. Sitting next to me wrapping his arms around me.

"I d-don't wanna talk about it", I replied.

I just wanted his warm, built, strong arms wrapped around me. It made me feel safe.. It made me calm down. His touch just made me feel better. The way he has cared so much. At least, more than Steven. 

"Okay, babe. It's okay.", he said, letting his arms unwrap from me.

"No.." I whined and pouted.

He then wrapped his arms back around me cuddling me.. It felt amazing. Slowly closing my eyes.. Then, I felt his lips touch mine. Slowly kissing him. Before I fell asleep in his arms.

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That's it for Chapter 19 :)

The next chatper will be the last chapter of this book! D:

Don't worry I will be making a sequel to this book (: 

I don't know what it'll be called but, it'll be really good.

Anyways, thanks again for all the support and reads :)

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