The Bump

Chapter 11: I'm Sorry..

I wake up the next morning. Steven was still sleeping, so I crept out of bed to go downstairs and get me a bowl of cereal. I grabbed the lucky charms. Those things were the bomb. The best cereal ever! I grabbed a bowl and a spoon and some milk. Poured the bowl to the top. I was hungry. I carefully went into the living room I turned on the tv to MTV.

"SNOOKI IS PREGNANT!" The tv blasted.

Ohhhh great. Snooki is pregnant now? I mean really she isn't gonna be the greatest mom she fucking drinks and partites like no tomorrow. She's enganged too? Well, that just tops it all.. Wow, I mean I was pregnant but, I didn't think I'd be more mature than Snooki would be.. She freaking shows her boobs and ass all the time.. It's quite annoying.. But, I knew I would try and be the best mom I could ever be. This kid is gonna be fucked up like no tomorrow... With her smoking and drinking. Long nine months for her! Good thing I wasn't to bad with any of that... I mean I drank.. Not like her though.. I drank like one drink at parties and I don't smoke period. Smoking is bad and gross and gives me the shivers...

My brother was leaving in 3 days. I had to sorry to him before he left. I can't let him leave on a bad note and next time he is here I don't want it awkward. So I decided to just throw my hair up in a little messy bun and whipped off all my make-up put on some sweatpants and then put on an extra large sweater so no one can see my little baby bump. I had grabbed my car keys and got in my car and drove off. I knew he was gonna be at my parents so that's where I went off to first. It took a good half an hour to get there.

I got out of the car and his car was there. I stepped in the front door and the house was silent. Was it something I did? I mean all I did was walk in the damn door... All eyes were on me besides Danielle and Janelle they were happily playing.

"Hi", I waved as I took off my shoes and headed for the living room.

"Hi hun.", my replid with a smile.

My dad waved so did my Brother.

"Hi there Kacey!", Danielle said cheerfully. It was still kinda early in the morning. I mean lets face it I was barely even awake.

"Hey Jack can I talk to you outside for a minute?", I asked poliety.

"Uhm, sure?", he answered confused.

We walked outside onto the deck. We both took our seats. As he set down he coffe and stretched.

"What do you wanna talk about?", he asked.

"I wanna talk about yesterday. And, how I'm really sorry of what happened", I replied

"Look, it's in the past and you can't change it. I mean your my little sister and I didn't want you to be like this but, that's what happens when your brother leaves you like that. I mean I wasn't there for all the guys who broke your heart I couldn't shape them up. It's my fault why you're like this. I couldn't helped be a normal teenager.", he replied with sorrow in his voice.

"It's not your fault. It's my fault for going to parties and doing that stuff and not using my head." I said.

"I'm your brother. I could've saved you from that. That's why I was dead silent yesterday. I was thinking what your life could've been like if I was around. But, I made a huge mistake and leaving and rushing things and Danielle and I have been fighting alot and things aren't going the way I planned them. Just like fairy tales where you live happily ever after. It's not fairys and weddings and finding your princess or your prince. It's about family and love. And making the right choices... Not leaving for a long time and having no family and friends. That's what you need in life. No one can ever change that." My brother said.

He almost had tears my eyes could feel the tears. The hot steamy tears steamd on my cheeks which were now probably red... My eyes sparkling. When I cry my eyes get really green and that's what's gonna happen now.

"It's not your fault. Your the one who left. It felt right at the time but, now you just don't feel it anymore. That's what happens in life you feel something then you realize you know this just isn't me this isn't what I wanna do I wanna do this instead. You change your mind through-out your life.", I replied with tears streaming down my face.

"I never wanted to leave. I never did but, mom and dad were just so pressuring and I miss them like crazy I missed up on you growing up. And, you can't go back to the past to fix that.. I will never be able to physical rewind to see you on prom or you first date. Or anything. GIve you the advice you needed. I'm the worst big brother ever." He replied with tears now forming in his eyes.

I got up from my chair and walked over to him. I sat on his lap. And said,

"Don't ever say that ever again. Your not the worst big brother. You made the decision that made your life where you are right now. Your the best dad and husband you can ever be and you've tried that ever since you left. I have grown to be myself and I have learned from my mistakes. You are who you are.", I replied and dug my face into his shoulders and hugged him tightly.

The tears from my face have now soaked his t shirt and our sobbing just re-uniting felt great.

"I wanna be there for niece and nephew. I don't wanna miss out on anymore family time. I wanna move back and be with my family." He said quietly in my ear.

"Please do. I miss you dearly and want you to come back and watch me grow into a young adult. Your kids can grow up with my kids and they will be family. They will hang out everyday and play just like normal kids", I said lifting my head from his shoulders. 

I wiped my tears and got up from Jack's lap. My phone had gotten bombed by Steve asking where I was. I haven't been responding. I'll just call him later or something or not respond at all. Steven has just gotten on my nerves lately. I got up and fixed my hair and outfit that got all messed up from hugging my brother. He got up and pulled up his pants and pulled down his shirt that got wrinkled from sitting down. We walked inside and Danielle and Janelle were playing dress up or house. One or the other. My mom and dad were sitting on the couch with smiles on their faces. Danielle looked up and smiled. Janelle still playing with the kitchen set my parents bought.

My brother and I sat down it the chairs that sat next to each other with just a little side table in between. I sat there wiping my tears away and thinking about the brightside and the great conversation we had. I sat there smiling and we were brought together as a family once again.

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