Hey bro.....*tears form in eyes* My cancer has caught up with me, and I don't know if I'll survive this time. U already know that, and u shut off ur emotions, ik u have....u haven't been the same when I told u, remain strong okay?
I want to tell u something, that I want to say in person but idk if I'll give survive the night. It hurts, it really does, and im tired.
I love you so much brother, I would do anything for u in a heart beat, I would kill anyone who has hurt u, and they know it too, Andie didnt get away unhurt. I-i wish that I could watch you grow up into a young man I know u r and gonna be. God I love you so much and when I die, I'll watch u even if im not their with u. I'll protect u, I will be there. <3
Tori ur the best and if I got to have another chance, another life. I would be with u. Cuz I want u happy, I need u to be happy......I am truly, passionately, very much so, in LOVE with u. There I said what I wanted to tell u in so many months. So many days, hours, minutes, seconds. And I'm dying. I'm sorry for leaving u. If I could change, I would for u.
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With my heart forever and ever. My kitten, I love you Tori.
~Noah
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