-what happened....-
I sat in the chair next to Noah, I knew he was hurting his breathing was irregular. Tears brimmed my eyes.
"Hey Noah." I said quietly, he opened his honey hazel eyes, and looked at my piercing ice blue eyes. They were wanting to shut. 'Please give me 5 more minutes!' I screamed in my God awful head of mine.
"I-i thought chu n-ever come...." Noah coughed out. I smiled slightly. "Even if I were a ghost I would come to chu." His hand grabbed mine, and squeezed.
"Noah I saw what you wrote on wattpad, and I love you. Ur my everything, I was afraid to tell anyone." I whispered back. He smiled, and he squeed my hand tighter. "It h-hurts, Tori..." I leaned foward and lightly placed my lips on his, I needed my first kiss(no dares) to be with someone I would do everything for. He slowly kissed back, I knew this was hard for him, I wanted to help. But I couldn't. Backing away, tears were in his eyes. "Tori...."
Tears rolled down my cheeks. "Noah I know it hurts....." I whispered. "You can let go, you can....I love you so much."
"I-i love you t-too....my kitten b-bro." He said a smile was on his face, as he closed his honey hazel eyes for what was the last time. My vision was hazy and that's when I heard the long buzz....
-End....-
I know no one cares about what goes on, don't act like u do okay? But I had to write this I need to vent once in a while.
I love you Noah with all my heart I will be with you hopefully soon I want to be with you. Ur my everything, you told me once, "When I die Tori, I want you to keep my spirit alive." But Noah idk if I can it hurts, a lot. U will always stay in my heart, it's ur forever. Ik we weren't boyfriends, but....I knew why also.
*cries*
Idk if I can live anymore. Idk if I can withstand the pain, I hate my friends, family, anything getting hurt but I'm surrounded by pain. Forever and always. I'm done.....Ryn isn't talking, I stopped txting and talking to lots of people(more family) Idk if i.....sorry if ur reading this it's a waste of time....but what happened to NOAH, ITS NOT HE'S THE FUCKING UNIVERSE!!! Okay.
*sighs* bye Noah forever and ever bro.
