Chapter 7

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by JustMaddiexoxo

by JustMaddiexoxo

Next day I woke up like empty. I'm happy that Zac visit me yesterday and gave me little romantic moments, but my heart and head fighting for their rights. I can't trust him, I'm scared he will do it again and my heart will not survive. I made tea and went terrace watching sunrise, I love watching when sun got up to begging new day

Joe

Are you sleeping?

I can't, and you?

Joe

Me too... Do you want drink tea or coffee?

Why not ;) Can you drive to my home? My baby is sleeping right now

Joe

I will for 20 minutes. Don't sleep ;p

I lit my cigarrette and I opened my social media and Zac didn't lie, all gossip sites and "more credible" sites wrote he and Vanessa Valladares broke up a 3 months ago. I didn't know it, but it's not change he cheated me. He knew I had broken heart a few years ago and that hurt as fuck.

-"Hi Maddie, I knew you're sitting here"- Joe gave me a kiss on cheek and I smiled

-"Hi... That's my fav place when I have to think about something"- I took a sip of tea

-"Oh... About your marriage?"- He asked taking a cup of tea

-"Yep... Why Am I have do something the most hard in my life ; choice love of my life or fuck him and live own life?"

-"Eh... I wanted to help you, but it's your decision. I will support you no matter what, but I met with Zac 3 weeks ago. I didn't see him like this ; he was so sad, crushed like never. He know what he did and I know he regret it. Every time he asked about you, or sitting in work"- he said

-"That's he is doing the best ; escape from everything and working. And I know what will you say, but for God sake ; he could take more free time to take care of me and baby. He left me in the worst time of my life. I'm jealous Sophie has wonderful husband like you, really. You didn't leave her in most important time in her life and your baby girl. I'm so scared to come back, but I know my life without him is empty and nothing"

-"Do you want meet with him today, alone?"-he asked

-"You know, I have to take care of Victor and finish the article for work"

-"About baby don't worry ; Me and Sophie will take care of him, and this you can finish later"

-"I need think of it..."

-"Don't think, just do it"

-"Okay, okay... Why are you not sleeping?"- I asked

-"You know, I'm going on the tour again, and I'm afraid of who will take care of my girls, I don't want leave them alone"

-"Joe... I'm envy such problems, she can visit me whole time. I'm sitting at home alone, I will glad having company. Don't worry about it, I will take care of her, I'm sure her parents will here until you come back to home"

-"Yeah... We are wondering about something..."

-"About what?"

-"You know how people here, especially paparazzi can be rude in L.A... Me and Sophie are thinking about moving out"

-"To another district?"

-"No... State. I'm tired living here, but I love this city"

-"Oh... I'm in shock but if this will help your family why not. Do you wonder where you want live?"

-"Right now I'm having movie to shoot in Orlando and later I don't know. I will tell you first of it. Don't worry I won't forget about you"

That conversation gave me a lot of power to doing something in my life