Sixteen And Pregnant *ON HOLD*

Chapter 18

You don't know why you do stupid things, but you do. And that's the truth. But when it comes to relationships you are legally blind. Your senses are off, and you are surely not giving 100%.

You've been wondering... what are Niall and I? I don't know if we are dating, or if we are even going to be living together after my parents find out I got an abortion. I hope he's understanding with all of this.

You and Niall surely didn't get off on the right foot, and he probably hates you now. Why wouldn't he? You terminated his child. He has every right to hate you, you wouldn't blame him. At least it's a valid reason.

I don't know what I'm going to do with my life anymore. I surely didn't prepare for teen pregnancy and then abortion. Car insurance, yes. How to balance a check-book, of course. Having a child? Clueless.

You're rethinking your entire life. You have to plan out everything accordingly now. You must always have a back-up plan for absoloutly everything. Nothing like this can ever happen again. It's shameful that it did.

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You lay awake on the comfortable bed next to Niall, you can't sleep. Your thoughts are all intertwined, and you have no clue of how to fix this "mess" you've made.

"I guess I read you wrong, didn't I?" Said the presence beside me. "I thought you had it all figured out, and now you have no clue what you're doing. Do you?"

"Of course I don't. Do you?" You asked.

"Partially. But I reckon' a few things will change. But that's okay, sometimes things don't always work out the way you want them too, but it's for the better." He retorted.

"I hope you're right, I really really hope you're right." I sighed. He grabbed my hand, "Y/N, I am. Duh." You smiled.

You stared into eachother's eyes for a few moments. His blue, mine green. Your lips connected, and it felt as if it brought your souls together. The kiss began to get more heated, and before you knew it Niall's shirt was off, as was yours. Your bodies moved in sync, and he began to plant small kisses on your stomach.

His hands carressed your body before they tugged down your jeans, revealing your light blue thong with a small bow in the front. He smiled and returned kissing your lips, his hand drawing small movements into your stomach. He made a trail of kisses down your chest to your crotch and didn't hesitate slipping your underwear off your legs. You gasped as he slipped a finger into your tight entrance. He pumped his long digit into you as you moaned.

You held your breath as he pumped his fingers harder, and then curled them to hit your g-spot perfectly. A loud moan escaped your mouth as he flicked your clit with his wet tounge. You arched your back as he continued with these pleasurable movements until you came.

Remember when you were talking about doing stupid things?