Secret Love

Chapter 5

-Phil's pov-

"Do you want to look through some questions while I set up the camera?" I asked Dan, trying to keep my mind off him. I was glad we were filming this video so that I could contain myself because of being in front of the camera. Everything was set up so we sat on the floor in front of my bed.

Dan started by asking the first few questions.

We got a while into filming and we moved about quite a bit from getting restless and stuff. Dan was lying on his stomach on my bed and asked a question. But I just stared. It was a dodgy time, but I had to tell him now. But what do I do now? I can't just sit here!

"Phil? Are you alright?" I heard behind me. I turned around slowly and what happened in the next few minutes was the longest 2 minutes of my life. They felt like hours.

"Actually, Dan, there's something I want to tell you"

"Phil is something wrong?"

"It could be wrong in a way. I don't know how you will take it."

"You're scaring me, Phil."

"Dan, I really like you. Since I met you I couldn't stop thinking about how you eyes were glowing in the light and your dimples when you smile are so cute."

I looked up at his face and at that moment, I'd never felt such disappointment. His face was expressionless and if there was any expression, it was the slight face of disappointment.

"I.... um, Phil....." I felt the tears form in my eyes at that moment.

-Dan's pov-

I didn't know what to say. I guess I had to tell him that I liked him back didn't I? Me and Phil knew each other were bi from one of our late night talk we did to get to know each other but I was so happy he like me.

I looked at him and I could see tears forming in his eyes. Oh god, I'd taken too long to reply to him. But in that moment, my face lit up. I smiled the biggest smile I had ever smiled and he looked so confused.

"Phil, I'm so glad you feel this way." His face was puzzled, "I've had a crush on you ever since I met you! It's been killing me inside to tell you but I just never knew how to say it"

"And you're not messing with me?"

"No. Phil, I think I'm in love with you."

He climbed up on the bed with me and propped the pillows up against the wardrobe. He sat in the corner.

"Come sit with me" he said.

"What about the camera?"

"I can edit it out later don't worry"

I put my head on his chest and he stretched his arm over my shoulder.

"More's happened to me in the last 5 minutes than in the past year" Phil admitted to me. I smiled and looked up at him. In that moment, I felt nothing but the urge to kiss him. So I did.

It was filled with hunger and lust. His lips were so soft and tender. I started to nibble on his lower lip then I pressed my tongue against his top lip asking for entrance. Phil parted his lips allowing my tongue to slide into his mouth. Our tongues danced and when we finally needed to breathe, we pulled apart from each other. It was the best kiss I'd ever had.