Fire and Water ( Jenlisa)

42. Series of Events by Jennie

Jennie's POV

I know everyone must be thinking I over reacted but the moment I sat in front of Lisa to take her blood sample for DNA test made me feel like not only my heart but also my body is giving up on me and I can't take it anymore so I decided to ask her let me go and thankfully she agreed for it.

She also didn't disturbed me after I came out of our room on that day but I wanted her to come and disturb me but she is respecting my words and this is like the first time she is doing it and I don't like it, so many times I pick up my phone to call her but I stopped myself more like whenever Julie is around she is walking on egg shells around me about what she is talking and I hate it because she is going to college next week so she went to shopping today to get some things she wanted I asked her about going with her but at the last moment I felt nauseous so I am alone in the house where as she went by herself.

I am feeling a lot better now so I came out of my bedroom and sat on the living room couch then switched on the TV to divert myself from what my mind is thinking but it was use because apparently Rosie and Helen are doing raids to the ware houses to find Jake and Cam.

This reminded me of when me and Lisa went to the beach between the palm trees she told me something about doing a last thing along with Rosie so I am guessing this is what she was talking about as well as when she said she is going against the person close to her I am guessing its Jake.

I didn't know what Rosie and Helen found against Jake but they have been creating the chaos all over the places burning the places I don't think that is legal but maybe they are on some type of mission I am not sure of.

Rosie and Jisoo has been trying to talk to me but I have been either busy or else have been trying to sleep to keep up with my nausea and everything. If Lisa is here she would have yelled at me for not taking care of myself, Oh gosh I don't think I ever will move on from her and I don't want to too but whenever I go to get myself checked in the hospital always remember the first time she came with me and when we heard the heart beat of our baby bought the tears to our eyes and it gave us unexplainable happiness.

I don't know what it is but I want to keep myself safe from staying away from her as well as want to go hug her tightly keeping my head at the crook of her neck and smell herself, I don't know what is special about her smell but it brings me a smile on my face when ever I smelled her.

I bought her perfume with me to smell it whenever I miss her but its no use it seems like it is only mesmerizing on her not separately. I also bought two of her shirts and have been wearing them during night to go for sleep thinking she is beside me hugging her but it isn't same without hearing to heart beat of hers while I sleep with my head on her chest.

I am missing the way how she takes my hair stings and tugs them behind my ear then leans forward to kiss my forehead then my nose but she looks at my eyes before she kiss my lips as in showing me that whether the kiss is just the peck or else we are going for the full make out session or else it is turning into the much more than just kiss. Its so sweet to think that she is transparent for these things and shows it in her eyes.

Yeah I love her eyes they can show you every emotion she is going through but she tries to keep them hidden around everyone except the people she trusts and when I started feeling emotions in her eyes since the moment I know she trusted me even before we both fell in love with each other.

Jennie kept on thinking about Lisa and forgot when her eyes got closed by themselves.

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I kept going back and forth for work then to the house since the moment Julie left for the college I started feeling even more alone but I don't what it is but I got two different type of calls today. One is from Kris saying she is happy and feels like she is flying over the moon and will come to talk with me tomorrow at the hospital because apparently she is busy all today to meet me on my free day instead of coming to meet me on my busy day but I didn't said anything to upset her because I felt like she is really very happy from the voice too not only her words came out of her mouth so I am more than interested to know what she want to talk to me about.