12.it's okay to not be okay

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"Hey" Mick smiles as he looks at Nikita.
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Nikita looks at Mick and walks past his teammate towards his bed before lying down,
Without saying anything to Mick.

He turns his back towards both Seb and Mick before staring out of the window.

"He is not okay is he?" Micks asks.
While looking at Sebastian.

"No"Seb replied before letting out a sigh and looking at the boy.

"Was he crying before I came in?" Mick asks
"No, well, yeah he was, buthe had already calmed down before you knocked on the door."
Sebastian replies.

Mick just nods and looks at his teammate,
Who all of a sudden starts to cry again.
When he turns himself towards Mick

"Hey it's okay" Mick says while gently sitting down next to Nikita.

He pulls him up and pulls his teammate
into a hug.

His arms wrapped around the boy,not understanding why the poor boy is crying at this moment.

Mick looks at Sebastian with a worried look.
"Let him cry it all out" Seb sayings while whispering.

Mick nods and gently rubs his teammates back, for a few moments Nikita feels loved for the first time in his live.

He hugs Mick back and slowly starts to
calm down,making Mick smile.

Both boys let each other go and Mick wipes away Nikita his tears.

Nikita looks at Mick and feels the urge to
cry again,not knowing why he's so
emotional at the moment.

Mick notices the look on his face and pulls him in for a second hug before whispering something into Nikita his ear.

"It's okay to not be okay Nikita, don't be afraid To cry" he whispered, making Nikita cry for a third time.

"Good boy let it out", Mick says, while rubbing Nikita's back. Seb watches the two.

"You know Nikita, Mick is right, it's absolutely okay to not be okay. You can't be strong for always. sometimes you just need to cry. It's better to cry it all out than get it all out with anger" Sebastian says.

"Crying is a weak showing
are weak", Nikita said, crying.

"What NO who told you that?" Mick asks, but Nikita doesn't respond.

"Nikita, who told you that?" Mick asked again.

"M-M-My"Nikita tried to get the word out,
But before he knows it, he starts to have trouble with breathing.

His hands begin to shake as he tries to breathe but without luck.

"S-SEB"Mick says a little panicked while
looking at Seb.

Sebastian rushes over to the boys,
Mick stands up so Sebastian can
Seat down next to the boy who's
Having a panic attack.

Sebastian pulls Nikita into a hug and starts to talk to him quietly.

"Hey, it's okay Nikita.
Try to focus
On my breathing"
Sebastian said quietly.

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