After all the news Jesy finally moved in with zayn. Jesy was busy packing everything to go to zayn's she was talking to Alex about what she and josh would do while she was with zayn. But she knew that Jesy would be hanging out with her all the time because she was afraid of something bad happening . Jesy was very cautious with Alex because she has felt the same as she did,but it wasn't everyday or every second. Jesy felt like she wanted to commit suiside, once her brother died, she doesn't talk about her brother because everytime she thinks of him she cries and has to hide the years which she is really good at doing. But the reason her brother died was when he was born he was born dead, he has asthma, he's allergic to cats,dogs hay,grass,and horse hair, he'd break out in hives with grass,hay, and he'd start sneezing. One night everything was going fine, he and Jesy had fallen asleep on the couch watching a movie. No one know how it was possible but that night while Jesy and Tyler we're sleeping Tyler's asthma got worse the fact he was born dead, well that didn't matter because 22 years later, his heart just... Stopped... Jesy blamed herself since she was with him the whole time she should of relized that he brother,her best friend,her first person she loved... Had stopped breathing... Jesy at 18 years old she was confused she didn't know what to do when she woke up she still wasn't aware of him not breathing.she went along her day until she got a call from her mum, she didn't know how to respond,bad she walked and heard her mums voice she dropped her phone ran all the way home and once she say his dead cold body where they'd both laid, she drops with tears in her eyes. Alex didn't know all about that story but he knew enough that it made her cry. So if Niall didn't except the fact that Alex likes him still she might end her life . And that would not go well with Jesy she'd been through enough. Jesy had been crying thinking about what Alex would do if it got so bad she wanted to leave thankfully josh was there and made it some what better.
Alex's P.O.V
I was so happy Jesy finally moved in with zayn. The fact that I wasn't thinking about Niall as much as I was when I was in the studio recording I was thinking about how josh was the one who kisses me everyday and hugs me and a me he loves me. I mean yes I still like Niall I mean you could never hate him. Half the time I'm around josh Niall isn't in my thoughts. It's all about josh. Josh and alex... Yeah Josh and Alex. For sure.
Jesy and zayn
Alex had texted me saying she wasn't thinking about Niall. I was happy because I don't think I'd be able to handle anything to do with death. Because everyone dies, but they do it... Unlike Tyler.... People told me it was time for him to go... NO HE WASN'T SUPPOST TO LEAVE ME. Zayn had found me in the kitchen unpacking, sitting on the ground in tears. Zayn didn't entirely now the story and Jesy was crying to much to tell him. Zayn had to go out any way he hopes that she would calm down by the time he got back. Zayn had actually called Alex and asked her is she new why Jesy was crying, Alex told Jim that she was probably upset about her brother even though it was a long time ago I might have brought those feelings up again.
While zayn was out Jesy managed to un-pack everything that she had at his house at the time. She was still crying. But she was more calm, while she was un packing Alex called her just to make sure she was okay and not hyperventilating, she was fine or at least that's what she told alex. Alex didn't bother telling Jesy that zayn had been asking about her since he left the house, Alex believed that telling her that she would start crying because when something was wrong or Jesy felt bad and didn't tell anyone anything, her brother was calling Jesus friends and calling her and texting her, and that would of triggered emotions that Jesy didn't need to have right now.
The next day was much better... At least for Jesy. Waking up with zayn's face still asleep, and looking so beautiful.when Jesy took a shower and got out zayn wasn't in bed anymore. Jesy got dressed and put her hair up, walked into the kitchen and found zayn cooking breakfast for both of them, Jesy was in such a good mood.
Alex on the other had was not in the best mood, she had a dream a dream about Niall, she thought she was over him and never would think about him in any kind of way besides friends. Alex had a dream that she told Niall that she still liked him, while she was walking up to him in her dream she was going over what she was going to say and knowing Niall would understand. She had finally reached him
"Niall I still really like you I didn't want to end out relationship, and I want you back"
Niall just stood there. " umm yeah about that the fact that we broke up because people don't like us together!"
Alex woke up before the echo of nialls laugh would go through her mind. She got up and paced around the room trying to figure out what to do. Josh had called her. Alex didn't read the caller I.D because she was hoping it would be Niall. Josh said good morning and how are you.... Just by her hello? He could tell that somthing was up. Before she could hang up he told her that he wa coming to see her. As he said that she was out the door and heading for a place, a place that she could calm down.
Josh called zayn, zayn didn't know anything, he passes the phone over to Jesy. Jesy didn't know who it was even when the person started talking as the person on the other line was cramming words after words Jesy finally looked at the caller ID "josh"
Josh, honey calm down. Now what are you saying to me?
"Alex Alex isn't at her apartment I don't know where she is. Do you have any idea?
" okay josh, what was her voice like was she crying at all?"
"Yes, yes she was!!"
"Alright I have an idea, I'll call you if I find anything."
Jesy headed out the door yelling back to zayn she'd be back later. Jesy drove to the X factor studio she opened the door to the five boys on the stairs, Jesy walked in and sat down right by her, Jesy didn't say anything Alex started talking and Jesy understood everything . All Jesy did was hugged Alex and walked her to Jesys car.
When Jesy found Alex she was sitting in the spot Niall sat in their first video, tears were streaming down her face, Jesy understood her, by if it was someone else they probably wouldn't be able to understand her. Jesy knew what she meant because she's been around Alex for so long.
Jesy took Alex to zayns house. Josh was still there josh saw her and ran to her because she was so worried about her.
