Chapter 17
it had been a while since Alex was found, with tears in her eyes, not knowing what to do. Josh had fiinally gotten Niall off her mind, which was good but what she did, he didn't understand.
Alex was in the bathroom for a while, I think she though she's snuck by Josh, but she didn't he heard her close her bedroom door and enter the bathroom, he thoughed the door would be locked it wasnt, he wanted to know what she was doing, He had found he with the razor almost cutting her skin... Josh had grapped the razor out of her hand, josh was in tears by the time he could sit next to her. Alex already was. He was so confused on why she would want to cut herself, he grabed her side and moved her closer to him, and he held on to her untill she grabed him back and kissed him.
Josh called Jesy, cutting wasn't the worst part, the people Josh called, gave her a test and she had been swallowing bleach, she wanted to end her life so badly, no one knew what to do, Jesy told Josh that she needs to be supervised for a while, because she can't leave... Not on purpose.
A month later Alex is feeling so much better, Which Jesy knew she was lying but didn't tell her that she just agreed that she was better.when Jesy went home all those night Alex was still being supervised she couldn't sleep because she was afraid she was just going to stop breathing on purpose, she's still being supervised because Jesy knew she wasn't okay. Jesy couldn't sleep at night, half the time she's wake up at 3 in the morning, because she had a dream that alex was gone, but she wakes up and relizes it was only a dream, Jesy was so concerned about Alex....
Since Alex really couln't keep up a normal life style,Zayn decided to call up Justin Bieber to hang out with the boys Jesy and Alex.Hanging out with Justin was so fun, he's so fun to hang out with, and Jesy had a feeling Alex wasn't thinking about dying the whole time she was with him, but she could of been wrong.
Since Jesy had been having trouble sleeping she decided that Alex and Her needed to have a spa day and girls day, so Jesy and alex went to a spa go relaxed and Alex even said she was enjoying her self, Jesy was really happy that her best friend had been sitting right next to her the whole time, because if she wasn't, Jesy would be preparing for Her funeral, and the fact that Jesy was even thinking about that brought tears to her eyes, after they were done with the spa, Jesy drove to a store and bought some movies, and candy and other good stuff. Alex and Jesy have a long conversation in the car, on the way to Zayn, and Jesy's house... Alex brought up the reason why she was trying to end her life, half the reason was because she was having flash backs from 7th grade and how all the kids were making fun of her, and Jesy, what Alex didn't know though was that pretty much everyday on the bus home, the "Group" would ask who likes Alex, and the "Leader" would go on about how she'sa bitch and she's rude. and he says that he doesn't even know what they did to have her hate them, the clamed that she sarted it. No they started it, when you pissed both of us off. Jesy pulled in the drive way, ALex said she was so happy thst they got to do this, the whole night they watched movies and ate junk food, and drank soda. Untill Alex fell asleep.
