Mafia Leader's Obsession

Chapter 16

Behram POV:

The next day when I woke up I saw the most beautiful face in my arms. she is gorgeous with big lashes and full plump lips. although she doesn't have a fair complexion. but still, I like her this w. ' what are you even thinking. you should not think about her this way. she is not your aina. you only love aina. 'heck what I have done? I should not go this far. I only love aina. now, what to do? suddenly lailah start to stir in my arms. I closed my eyes immediately. I don't want her to see me this way. 

"you're the best thing that ever happened in my life. you are the only person now I want in my life. I don't have anyone else. behram please don't leave me. because my father knew that only you could keep me safe in this cruel world. I love you Behram. never leave me please. . I don't have anyone see . ", I know she is crying. the way her voice feels heavy. for the first time, I feel something deep inside my heart for her. she is innocent . she doesn't deserve my ruthlessness. I tightened my arms around her . she stiffened in my arms. she knows that now I know everything. her fears love and secrete. she leans into my touch and rests her head on my chest. still, her tears were falling on my chest. I started to rub my hand soothingly. "shhh...I'm not going anywhere. I'm here .", I said to her. but I was unfamiliar with the upcoming storm in my life. 

Suddenly, my phone starts to ring. picked up the call. as it was from adam. if he calls me ts early. definitely, it must be something urgent. lailah was again sleeping in my arms. carefully I took out my arms under her head and got up from the bed. I tuck the blanket carefully around her. I don't know why I was gentle toward her now. but the first time I did it against my mind and listen to what my heart said to me ." what happened why you called me", I asked him . " sir there is bad news sir parents of Muskhan mam were murdered ", he told me. all I can hear. again, someone near my heart died just because of me. just because I choose this dark world for me . "ok, I am coming . clear the whole area and check out each and everything . you know what we have to do next right?". uggghhhh.this motherfu*** . I'm not gonna leave him now. just wait and watch. what I will do with you. now you start this dirty game .but I will be the one who will end this .

I took out my clothes, and took a quick shower . as I have to for to take their dead bodies. "lailah , I am going. as I have some urgent work  I don't know when I will come back . don't stress out yourself . and take care ", I did and give her a smooch. yes, due to my hustle she got up . she was watching with her wide eyes . I know what she is expecting. I am also confused about what happens to me and why I am giving her too much attention. why it's bothering me to leave her alone here?  what about aina . don't I love her? ten how I can forget her in a single day. I went out ad moved to my next destination. how  I am going to handle all this. how I am going to tell mom dad and specially muskan . 

I reached there in an hour and moved to where adam was standing in front of dead bodies. "it's his doing, right?", I said ."yes sir, it's him again. now what we have t do in return. ", he asked me . "but his whole ship of drugs that are coming this week and next you know by this he will come to take revenge. then we will attack him ", I said.  "ok sir , what about now ", he asked while pointing toward my dead family. "let's take them home", I told him . both of them were really precious to me . my second parent and uncle as a mentor to me.  it's not easy for me . but I can't lose hope . I have to be strong for my family . 

when I entered house . mom and dad were sitting in the living room and both were smiling on phone . must be watching reels. "hello son, when you came and how are you?  was so tensed you went so suddenly. aina was also quite tensed and even you were not picking up the call. " she asked me while rushing toward me . " mom, I am alright . I just want you to sit down first . then I want to tell you something ". "what happen Behram, is everything alright . you are scaring me baby", mom said . "mom, please, first sit down . ", I was trying to relax her. I then adam enter with them and kept them in the center of the living room . "wh..whose dead bodies are these? wh..why they are here ? "mom said while shuttering. "mom, Zoya ant and shehrooz uncle have died . these are their dead bodies. ", I said. although I was pretending to be emotionally . but internally I want to cry . both of them were second parents to me. now just because of me, both of them died. "what are you saying Behram? How they..i..ii. yesterday I talk to Zoya. th..then ..", mom asked . she was screaming and crying on dad's shoulder. dad was also crying silently . he was like a brother to my dad . in all of this commotion, muskan ran down on stirs ." what happened . why are you crying mom", she asked while counseling mo. I feel pity for this girl . her whole world going to collapse in front of her . 

"muskan beta (daughter), you have to hear patiently, what I'm going to say ."mom said while creasing muskan's cheeks . "mom , what happened? You are scaring me . whom dead bodies are these ", she asked while pointing toward her parent's dead bodies."m..muskan , Zoya and shehrooz, y..your p..parents leave us forever ."mom told her . next, we all hear a thud sound, and muskan was unconscious on floor .  

Aina POV:

life is just playing a game with me. noting is right with me. I am alone in this whole world . though I live in a house full of people . still I feel alone .no one is here to hear me out. what I want and what not . how I am feeling , nobody care . everyone just cares about three themselves and their reputation. 

Behram only wants to hear sweet words from me. he only wants me to obey him . no matter what . mom dad wants me to be a good girl and daughter . they want me a role model . but no one sked me ehati want . whee I want to go and what I want to do? there is only behram wats this , mom dad wants this and I have to save the reputation of family . In fact, it's the norm of society, being a daughter you have to do what your parents want to do. and marriage you have to do what your husband want . where is the wishing of a girl?. we are also human and have feelings. no one asked . do we want this responsibility to fall on us? are we capable enough to fulfill the responsibilities? NO . Everyone wants you to do ur work perfectly. sometimes I wish . is should die . maybe this will reduce my pain , suffering, and fear of responsibilities. but again dying is not easy . you will raise the question mark on the upbringing of your parents .

sometimes i used to think if my parents were not dead what would be life . maybe I have not to suffer all this pain. maybe life would be easy for me to lie . maybe I would have someone who cares about me , love me, and made me feel love. but again neither I have my own parents nor I have any reason . Life is so ark for me . so meaningless. ......

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