Mafia Leader's Obsession

chapter 18

Aina POV :

It's been a month since the death of uncle and ant. but still, Behram is behaving reasonably. most of the time he is in his own world. he didn't see me properly during this time. but I am confused about how to feel. should I feel happy or sad? I don't know what's happening to me . during his whole me , only one person was there for me. it was behlool . he too cares for me . who knows what I want now? but about Behram, I am so confused. I don't know what he wants. either he ant me or not? his behavior with me and with everyone at home is quite strange I don't know what to do. I am habitual of his attention. but now I feel I'm nothing for him . his attention is diverted now. he lives in his own world. "hey what are you doing here . everyone is asking about you at the dinner table ", behool asked me while sitting beside me . " behram also asked about me ", I asked hoping that today he will  " I don't know but his carelessness scared me the most ", said behlool  I don't know but today I want to share everything with someone . who just hear me out without judging me , without giving me advice .

"behlool, I know he didn't. I know now he doesn't care what will do . did I et or not? now it's not his concern like last . now he doesn't care if  I am alive or dead . but you know what now I want him to think about me . maybe it's not love . but it's not just attraction. he was the only one who took care of me when everybody was busy with his own life . when I want attention. he was there . but now everything is changed now his concern, love , and priority feel changed. ", I said while looking straight both were sitting on edge of the pool while our legs are in pool . 

"it's not like this aina , we all know he loves you. even though he confessed multiple time . maybe he is busy with some other work that is why he can't pay attention to you . you just do;t need to stress yourself out. you know after brother I am here for you . so why these big fat tears in your eyes. ", behlool said while wiping my tears . I know you are just trying to pacify me. so I just forget his behavior toward me but I can . because I'm already falling for him . he was always behind me but look today's table turn off suddenly. now I want his attention . I smiled. because again he was just trying to pacify e and not here to hear me. what I want to say . but I'm feeling . maybe loneliness is my fate. I can't run away from this . "ok I'm going inside . good night", I  said   and went to my room 

suddenly I bumped into someone . "what were you doing there with behool", it was none other than Behram, I smiled at his possessiveness toward me at least he still feels something for me. " what are you with him this  time . are you cheating o e", his last sentence breaks my hurt. cc.cheat.. seriously that's what he thinks about me. "w..what ", I asked . it's not I'm.  how he can say something like this to me . but his sentence boke me completely . "that's why you were denying my touch . " he said . that all. I slapped him . indirectly, he raises the question of my character . that it. "I don't want to give you any justification. it's my life and  can do anything I want . and before raising the question on someone's character keep that slap in your mind ", I said while I was turning to go back to y room . suddenly someone slapped me on my face . "what were you doing aina . the first you were sitting with behlool. dong ...shh. I didn't raise you like this . now hen Behram asked . you slapped him.", finally the dam of tears broke, and "i.ii.. but I didn't do anything ", seriously were not you two kissing on the poolside. ", huh?. I know o one believes me if I give justification .so what is the point? I just pull my arm out of their grip and move to  room "I'm talking to you aina . you just can't walk on me. look behram you spol her . now you..." mom was continuously shouting behind my back . but I didn't stop. at the end , I reached my room and locked the door. "no aina , you will not cry . just because of these people"my evil side said to me. " but how they are my family . he s my love . but today both f them didn't believe me . they didn't give me chance to explain  how they can put such a horrible accusation . ", my angel side said to me . literally, I can't feel anything at this point . everything is messed up. I don't who is sincere with me and who is using me . all I know  done . I want to cry , scream . I want to tell you, I just want love . nothing more . is it too much to ask... but all I get in return just hateful words, betrayals. my mother, I don't know what happens to  her. I don't know about my father. my whole existence is just a question for me . I adore Behram my whole life . I was stupid enough to think he also does the same . but I'm wrong . he was just using me for his pleasure . now, what I'm doing here . when nobody wants me . when I know this is not my home. 

Lailah POV :

 don't what happen to behram , but his behavior changed with me . now he is more considerate of me , and my health. well after that night. he somehow softened toward me . though I was not expecting all is . but I am happy . at least he is changing and one day he will definitely fall for me . because I know my love wins one day. now because of his everybody is respecting here. I'm happy at least now he gives importance to my assistance in his life. 

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ok sorry for the late update . I was really busy with my personal stuff . I know it's a short chapter . as still, but my schedule is really tight . but I will give short updates weekly or at least 2 to 3 times in week . 

now I will try to be consistent at least and give at least 2 updates in week . 

Thank you for your all love, patience and concern 

love you  all .. take care bye...