Chapter 10 - Help.

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You know when you wake up and nothing of the reality has hit you yet. When all you think about is how comfy your bed is and how beautiful the sun looks shining through your curtains. Suddenly reality hits you and you no longer feel calm. You only start to worry about the day ahead.

I jolted up remembered Harry. There goes my nice sleep in. He could run away, he could be anywhere! I threw a 'J'adore' black jumper I had recently bought from Wallice over my dress which I ended up sleeping in and running down the stairs. I opened the door as I heard something in the living room, I shut the door quietly and walked back into the living room. Harry was crouched by the sofa cradling the camera. .

"Harry?" I asked softly as he snapped his head to me, his red eyes looking into mine as I realized he had been crying. I walked over too him and sat down, placing my arm around him as he started to sob and fall into me, hugging me and holding me like I was going to disappear at any moment.

"Why do you continue to talk to me?" He asked in his croaky voice making me look at I'm confused. He was trying desperately not to make eye contact.

"Well you're my best friend" I chuckled at him as he shook his head, getting up with the camera in his hand.

"No I hit you! I told you too fuck off and I've yelled at you a lot! I snuck out and passed out of your bathroom floor, stole your mums car and stood you up twice! Don't go telling me bullshit like I'm your best friend" He yelled at me as I stood up and stole the camera off of him, he had the part of him hitting me playing over and over. I shook my head and turned the camera off. I went to go hug him, but he just pushed me away.

"Esme leave me alone. I'm not good for you" He mumbled as I forced his hand down and pulled him into a hug, he sobbed into my shoulder as I just rubbed his back.

"Why?" He sobbed as I shrugged

"I don't understand" I chuckled at him as he lifted his head and looked at me.

"Why are you helping me?" He asked as I pulled him back into a hug. I thought carefully about my words before I said them.

"Because Harry no matter how many times you tell me to fuck off or that you don't want to change, I can tell that in your heart that you want to change and you want me to stay. You hit me and tell me to fuck off to test my loyalty, I'm not leaving you Harry but I want the old Harry back" I explained as he wiped his eyes and took a deep breath

"Okay" He nodded as I gave him a confused look

"Okay?" I asked confused as he held out his arms

"Change me, get the old Harry back, I'll do whatever just please?" He asked as I smiled and ran into his arms, he instantly hugged me back and chuckled as he done so.

"So how does this work?" Harry asked soring himself out as I smiled at his new-found enthusiasm.

"I don't know, but we're starting somewhere, and so far it's going well" I told him as he laughed and wiped his tears away.

"I bet I look like a real wreck" He chuckled as I grabbed the camera.

"Come on, it's time for you to start your blog, as well as ours" I stated as I turned the small camera around to us, putting my arm around Harry pulling him into the shot

"So Harry want to tell yourself something?" I asked him as he chuckled and nodded looking to the camera.

"Never loose this girl Harry, no matter what it takes, never loose her. She's the best friend you will ever get and without her your screwed!" He told himself as I smiled at him. He turned his face towards me and gave me a genuine smile. Not his flirty smile, or his fake smile, a smile that he has given me my whole life. A smile full of love.

"I love you Es" He smiled at me as I hugged him, burying my head into his shoulder

"I love you too Harry, and I can already feel a change" I mumbled into his shoulder making him laugh, I looked down the camera that I held and smiled before shutting it down and hugging Harry properly, this is the start of the old Harry, and I love it.

A/N

Okay so now's when it starts to get all cutesy:)

WELL I think my A/N are all the same so I'm going to change them! 

SO I'M GOING TO TELL YA'LL MY FUNNY TIMES OF THE DAY;

Well in English we were all talking about tricking our siblngs into thinking we were having sex and my friend started hitting the English class rules going "Oh oh oh" as a joke and the supply teacher came over and went "I don't even want to know" I COULDN'T STOP LAUGHING THE SUPPLY WAS SO FUNNY AHHHH!

Well I just got Mc Donalds AND IM EATING A MC FLURRY AND ITS WONDERFUL!

Well is there any word that always makes you laugh? Mine is 'fanny pack' HAHAHAHHAAHAHA say it out loud it's hilarious! Well tell me what word makes you laugh and we'll all laugh together, like laughter therapy ^.^

Well I like this A/N so I'll do this a lot more often! SO I'LL SEE YA'LL SOON!

Abieeee .xxx

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